Okay so when I fucking say I hate myself or that I'm ugly its not because I want someone to say "no, you're amazing, I love you" or "you're not ugly" or "you're so pretty" it's because that is literally my opinion on me and when a person compliments me or says something nice to me about me I have to say my opinion on myself.
Like when a person says "you look good" or smth like that and I say "no I don't, I'm ugly" its not because I want you to shower me in stupid meaningless compliments and its not because I'm looking for fucking attention, its because that is my literal opinion on myself, and you showering me in stupid meaningless compliments is going to change nothing.
When people say they love me, my initial reaction is "why, I'm horrible, ugly, fat, stupid, and there is like literally nothing good about me." and when I say that I don't want you to go down a list and correct all that stuff, because its how ii feel about me and how I feel other people do/should feel about me, and I'm generally interested in why you would lower your standards so much that you "love" me?
So if I diss on myself there is literally no point in you going and telling me I'm wrong and shit like that because its how I feel and its how I see myself and nothing is going to change it ever.
~GirlWhootallyHatesHerselfAndISNOTJUSTSAYINGTHIS.
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Random things I think about
RandomOkay so the title is pretty self explanatory, but just in case, this is just gonna have random things I think about, maybe story ideas that I'll never go through, and random stupid facts about me, so yeah...
