Random things I think about

Okay guys, so like my laptop crashed or somethin an 抖阴社区 wont work?! I'm going to die. I'm going to kmfs. 

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WATTPAD?!?!!?

Anyways I'm at school rn and shit and stuff. 

so, in conclusion I AM SO FUCKING SORRY FOR NOT WRITING OR UPDATING ANY OF MY STORIES INLIKE FOREVER?! HAS IT BEEN A MONTH YET? 

I FEEL LIKE IT'S BEEN A THOUSAND YEARS!!!!!!!! 

IM DYING. 

WHAT? 

WATTPAD? WHAT YOU DOIN WITH YOUR LIFE?! 

what am I doing with my life???? 

I'm mentally loosing it tho, like I cant write because it'll be pointless?? like I'll have to type everything out again and that would kill me, plus it hurts my hand to write that much?! Also, I. have. no. clue. where. I. left. off. in. over. half. of. them??? Like I have so many stories(most are still in drafts, but still) and I have no idea where I left off!!! 

Oh, and I'm emotionally unstable rn because I cant focus my emotions into my writings?!?! Like if I'm really mad I'll kill off a character(most the time I go back and unkill them tho) and if I'm sad I'll write something depression, problems solved! If I'm happy/okay/fine I write happy sappy stuff. When I'm feeling sexually frustrated? Smut. Easy! I can do that with EVER emotion I have, but I haven't been able to write, so I'm all sad and depressed and I'm having this slump of depression and it sucks and rn the girl I like is practically dating someone else and she talks about himn all the time and like ahhh I cant focus my emotions in my writings!!!!! 

~IGtgBye!!