If I Knew Then BxB~ Is being Edited.

                              

                      Fisher's pov

I don't know why but it hurt me, his words hurt me like someone had pushed a knife into my chest and twisted a couple of times just to make sure it stays there.

Once security kick me out I started to walk towards my car, for some reason that song from Hunter Hayes 'Wanted' kept playing in my head and I didn’t understand why, it was a romantic song but to me it seemed like Brian fit so well with this song, no he wasn't a girl and no he doesn't wear make-up and no I don't want to make him mine but I do want to make him feel wanted because he is wanted, his mom is dying to have him around and hell my dad feels like he wants to get to know his soon to be step son.

He's got a family here weather he likes it or not and we ain't going anywhere.

So many thoughts ran through my head that I hadn't realized I was parked outside of my house.

I went in and straight to my piano, and started playing this damn song (video of Hunter Hayes Wanted to the side>>>) I shut my eyes tightly and started playing the keys, my mind involuntary went to that day I had punched Brian and how much I had hated myself for that, once he was laying on the ground sobbing I kicked him and without a word I walked away, even though I wanted to go back and help him up and play with him but the pressure of wanting to be accepted got to me and I ignored my little friend, after I had deserted him everyone in school pretty much took it as an invitation to bullied him.

The more I remember the more passion I put into playing the piano and when the song was over I was on the verge of crying, then I heard clapping and I turn to see my dad, Ellie and Brian staring at me he showed no emotions, his eyes were blank and I wish at this moment that I could do the same, I wanted to locked my emotions away.

‘’I convinced Brian to join us for lunch.’’  Ellie must’ve taken my staring at Brian for confusion and explained why he was there, I wonder if he would tell them about my intrusion early at his hotel but he didn’t.

I smile at her and she smiles sweetly back at me before she went in to the kitchen with my dad in tow.

‘’You boys get to know each other and we'll call you when food is ready.’’ Ellie yelled at us and I just nod in agreement too scared to speak out loud.

We stood there in awkward silence, when Brian decided to move around and look at the pictures all over the living room. With an emotionless mask on him.

There was one of me when I was 11 years old and he stared at that one for a long time, he got this look in his eyes and turn to look me in the eye, without a word he came close to me and punched me. Making me groaned in pain while rubbing my abused nose.

I kept on rubbing, this boy knows how to hit, but I wasn't going to complain, hell I’ll let him hit me again if he wanted to.

‘’We're not friends, we're nothing, I hate you so fucking much, I just want to hurt you,’’ He paused for a few seconds and then shook his head no a couple of times, ‘’I’m going back to Paris tomorrow, me coming here was a mistake.’’ He spoke with no emotions and I was beginning to see it was because he had none, he had no feelings, he felt no love he didn’t feel wanted, and he didn't want anyone. I open my mouth to apologize for my past doings but got no word out, it didn’t matter what I say to him, and he hated me already.

Until we heard a gasp and someone dropping something that broke on the floor, we turn to see Ellie with tears in her eyes and already going on her knees to pick up the broken stuff of the floor, I rushed to her side and grab her hands.