If I Knew Then BxB~ Is being Edited.

                                                           Fisher's pov.

We were somewhat happy,Brian actually loosened up a bit well as in trying to be happy around us not lossened how i want him to,ok Fisher stop with the dirty thoughts but it's just so hard with Brian around acting so freaking sexy all the time.

He was actually a cool guy to hang out with,i mean men he's got killer taste when it comes to fashion and now i knew why he's dad's bussiness was so successful,because Brian's ideas were awesome.

''Dude you look like you're lost''..Brian said laughing at me,see what i mean ever since that night he's more open,happy and more fun to have around which brings me to my next fear one more week and he goes back,so how can i tell him im starting to feel something for him,specially when he's just beginning to start trusting me and that makes fear number 2 he's trusting me and im lying to him and its killing me because im sure that if he finds out what i have done he wont trust me anymore and he'll hate me even more than before and im not sure i can handle this , i prayed that somehow this all can go ok and than we can be happy.

No not happyli ever after but happy enough to where i become a famous piano player and him l'creme of l'creme in fashion,i know he'll become the best fashion designer out there beating even his dad,his dad that was another issue i hear that man is a hard nut to crack,he only loves three things and in order are Brian,his husband and his fashion line and if anything happends to any of those things he brings hell on whoever is responsible so once he finds out that i hurt his little boy not only once but twice and fuck me but im fucking terrified at meeting Mr Alain Lombardy.

''Hey Fisher you ok bud?''.My dad spoke this time but Brian was staring at me.

''Yeah why you ask?''.I said and Ellie came and check my face.

''Brian has been calling you're name for awhile now''.Ellie said and than smile at me,i look at all three of their worry faces and forced a smile.

''Sorry i zoned out''.I sigh and dad and Ellie went back to their conversation but Brian was still looking at me and i try not to squirm in my seat under his gaze.

''So um Fisher what movie are we watching?''.Brian spoke still staring at me,you know how they say its calm before the storm or some shit like that,well Brian seem too freakislish calm i mean he's not even blinking.

''Um well i figured it's ladies choice''.I said and pop a piece of steak in my mouth and than i hear clattering of forks hitting the plates i turn to see dad,Ellie looking surprised and Brian was smirking.

''My god i raised an idiot for a son''.My dad said and rub his face in annoyance.

''Dan maybe he's not all there,you know mentally''.Ellie said looking worried.

I turn to look at Brian who was still smirking and i swear it was driving me crazy.

''Well i know it's ladies choice,that's why i ask you since out of the both of us you're the one that probably had take it up the as''..He started saying and i widen my eyes at him but Dad and Ellie spoke out loud.

''Ok than this was a nice dinner''.Said Ellie while looking at dad..''Yeah i uhm,i uhm need to go somewhere where is not here''.Dad said embarrased.

''You boys have a good time''.Ellie said avoiding eye contact with us.

''Yeah but not too much fun and damn it i can't believe what im about to say but ok, Brian if you do give it to him use a condom''.He blushed and i swear i drop my jaw all the way down to the floor.

Brian started laughing and took a drink of his water with a lemon in it.

''Man you suck''.I groaned.

''I beg to differ seeing as you're the one that's gay and proud''.He chuckled and wiped his mouth and oh my god i have no shame i just got hard just by him wiping his mouth.

I groaned and lean my head on the table while he laugh.

''This dinner sucked''.I said glancing at the door where dad and Ellie walked out of.

''I think it was fun,i mean im usually quiet and not allowed to speak during meals,so yeah i had fun''.He smile and that made me look at him in a different way,i felt bad for him yes he has the fashion,the money the fame and he was only 17 almost 18 but did he have fun at all?.I doubt it.

So i smile and promised myself to make this the best week of his life so that he wont forget it.

And maybe wont forget me.