If I Knew Then BxB~ Is being Edited.

Chapter 7

‘’Well how about we do something fun to get your mind off of this.’’ My dad cut into their conversation probably sensing my feelings of being guilty.

‘’Yeah sure, I have to do this since I’m staying with you right, well mine as well humor you and mom.’’ Brian widens his eyes, shocked at his words; it shocked dad and his mom as well.

I couldn't help but feel worse about this and I thought when he finds out about what I have done to him he is going to hate me even more and the thought of Brian hating me for some reason didn't sit well with me.

We all decided on a movie The Dark Knight Rises and I was actually excited to watch it since it came out I’ve been wanting to go watch it, and this sort of had a this being a date kind of feel, well minus the parents being next to us, so when I yawned and 'stretched' my arm and put it across Brian's back seat without touching him of course, I could feel him watching me so I made it seem like I was so into the movie when I knew he turn to watch the movie I smile and turn my attention full on at him, he was so cute with his face so serious ,his beautiful green eyes, and his wavy dark brown hair that I wanted so bad to brush it off his face so I can lose myself those green eyes.

I groaned my god I’m in trouble, I’m crushing on the boy who hates my guts, I’m a masochist.

When the movie was over we got out and me and dad were talking excited about the cool effects and how cat woman was awesome and me how batman looked good in his tights and how I wished I was his Robin so he can do all kinds of naughty things to me, that's when dad smack me on the back of my head, ‘’Are you back boy, I think I lost you there for a minute.’’ My dad smirked at me and I blushed looking away from my dad only to find Brian and Ellie talking, we stop and got close to them in time to hear what Ellie ask. ‘’Did you like the movie?’’ And I heard Brian's response.

‘’It was ok.’’ Brian response make me gawked at him and before I could stop myself.

‘’Ok! Dude just ok, man that movie was awesome.’’ I said and I could tell I surprised him, I guess he thought we were far from them.

‘’You know, I love you and I would never hurt you right.’’ Ellie smile at me and then turned to say that to Brian.

‘’Yeah I know that.’’ Brian mumbles looking away.

‘’Baby I would do anything to have you back, hell if you tell me ‘mom I’ll come stay with you every summer if you leave Daniel I would do it.’’ Ellie said making me and my dad hold our breaths, I would hate it if that happens, my dad was finally happy.

After a while Brian was looking at my dad and me, he just sigh and turn to his mom.

‘’That's not necessary mom, you love Daniel and he loves you, I’m happy you found someone to take care of you but you can't ask me to come here every summer, my life is in Paris mom and I’m not planning on moving anytime soon.’’ he said and gave her a sad look showing her how sorry he was. ‘’However, I think I can swing by here every other summer.’’ I smiled after Brian rush to add that.

 I could tell he was shocked at what he said, I could also tell he was feeling bad about hurting his mom and that spark a bit of hope in me, maybe Brian can feel after all.

When we got home Brian went straight in to the guest room and I saw how tired he was, so after I went to fetch the rest of Brian’s stuff, I put it in his room, and I did the same falling asleep I was freaking exhausted.

The next morning I woke up after dad and Ellie left for work so I jump in the shower and me being my awesome self that I’m, I forgot my clothes so I wrap my towel around my very naked waist and not even bothering to dry my hair I walked out and tried to hurry up and ran to my bedroom and *smack* right into someone.

I was nervous but I hid it well, and better when I saw how he was staring at my abs like I was a very yummy dish waiting to be eaten by him, I grinned and decided to act like it wasn't a big deal, ‘’Sorry bud, I thought you were still sleeping.’’ I cooed and he looked away embarrassed.

‘’Hey are you ok, why do you look so red? Are you getting a fever or something?’’ I said and started to touch his face and check to see if he was hot, well he was hot but not in that way, he swatted my hands away.

‘’I’m fine, I just need a shower.’’ He mutters and avoided eye contact with me making me grinned more.

He was walking away but I refused to leave this alone and I wanted a little more time with Brian oh yeah I was fucked. So I put my hand on his shoulder to stop him, and turning him to face me, we were a little too close and I was enjoying it, him not so much.

‘’Hey I enjoy last night, want to do it again?’’ I purred while eyeing his pouty lips. For a minute there he took his tongue out and ran it over his lips to get them wet, and I almost groaned at that.

''What are talking about?’’ He asked me while putting distance between us, making me frowned.

‘’Want to go watch a movie with me oh and dinner since dad and Ellie are working we are to fend for ourselves.’’. I tried to make it sound like it wasn't a big deal but to me it was, I was silently asking him on a date and hoping he couldn’t tell what I was going for.

‘’No I’m fine, I’m staying in my room until mom comes home.’’ He states dryly and pushes me away and ran into the bathroom.

I was feeling sad and rejected, out of all the people in New York I had to crush on the one boy who's from Paris and hates me.

God my life sucks, but I’m not one to give up and I know Brian has a little bit of gay in him, and if he lets me I could be the gay in him, I laugh at my own lame joke, oh who cares if its lame I’m awesome and funny so suck it bitches.

I just hope that once he knows what I did he could forgive me, that boy is a tough nut to crack as it is.