Shawn Mendes Imagines [A.U]

Request imagine for @amarmendes25

(hi everyone, Lauren here. This going to be long but I hope y'all like it. it's worth reading. Different than my other imagines.)

Y/N P.O.V

"Shawn what's going on?" I asked walking into Shawn's dressing room to see a girl sit on his lap with her shirt off.

"Y/N it's not what it looks like." He said pushing her off of him getting up quickly rushing over to me grabbing hold of my hands only for me to pull away from him.

"You sure about that because you two look pretty comfortable." I said pointing at his hard dick that was noticeable underneath his pants

"Please let me explain." He said covering himself as I had my arms crossed over my chest.

"I'm leaving. I don't need this." I told him before walking out of the room slamming the door.

I started to walk away not being able to see having my eyes now filled with tears before running into something only to look up and see Conner stand there with a camera in hand as the tears ran down my face.

"Y/N why are you crying what's wrong?" he asked

"I can't talk about it Conner... I... I just need to leave." I told him trying to pull myself together wiping the tears away with Shawn's sweatshirt that I was wearing.

"Please tell me? You look like you're about to fall apart an minute now." He asked bringing us over to the side

"Conner, I'll have to text you about it. I can't be here right now and can you give Shawn his sweatshirt back." I told him taking off Shawn's sweatshirt handing it to Conner

"Umm sure, just tell me where you're going?" He asked me

"I don't know" I told him just stand there biting my lip nervously

"Is what's wrong have to do with Shawn?" He asked as my eyes started getting watery

"Conner, please not now." I told him looking down at the ground

"Well here, wait in my hotel room." He told me handing me his hotel card as I gave him a smile

"Y/N!" I heard from behind me turning around to see Shawn walking towards us

"Y/N, please let me explain." He said walking up to stand right in of me

"Shawn, don't you have a show to be getting ready for since you were busy earlier?" I asked annoyed

"Y/N, what you saw it's not what it looked like. I promise." He said trying to keep me calm while messing in this hair

"What was it then Shawn? You had some random girl sitting on your lap with her shirt off because that's what I saw." I told him trying not yell at him then having grab hold of my hand bring us to the side taking a deep breath.

"Please don't make any stupid decisions." He said

"I think you've already made the decision for both of us." I told him laying my back against the wall.

"Y/N listen to me. Just let me explain after the show." He said looking down at the floor then back at me

"Fine but I'm not staying here. I'll be at the hotel." I told him then walked away not turning around for one second.

***

I stayed in Conner's room sitting in a chair looking out the window watching cars drive past. I heard the door open but I didn't move one inch. I saw a shadow come over me as I looked up to see Shawn standing in front of me with his hand out for me to take it.

I grabbed hold of his hand as he took us over to the couch. We sat there for a moment in silence not looking at each other.

"I didn't mean to hurt you." Shawn said as I looked up at him with my eyes full of tears

"All I want to know is why?" I asked rubbing the tears away

"I don't have a good enough answer." He said messing with his fingers

"How... long? How long has this been going on?" I asked in between tears

"The past three months." He told taking me by surprise as I looked up at him then having to get up from my sit to walk around and take a few deep breaths

"So since you've been on tour?" I asked turning around to look at him with my arms folded

"...yeah" He said in a low voice

"How many shows have you flown her out to?" I asked now starting to mad

"Three, I didn't know she was coming to this one. She text me me twenty minutes before you came in. I was going to tell her that she has to go." He said trying to explain himself

"But you've been... cheating" I said keeping a straight face.

"Please Y/N, I never meant to hurt you." He told me getting up from his sit walking towards me

"But you did." I told him putting my hand out not wanting him to get any closer to me.

"I don't know anything to say to make this better. I don't blame you if you want to break up with me. I do want you to know that I love and I always have and will. I don't know what I was thinking. Please give me another chance." Shawn told me coming up closer to me with his eyes now watery

"Shawn, you don't just cheat on someone that you've been in a relationship with for four years out of no where. Maybe it's time for us to end it. I love you Shawn I really do but... I can't believe you would do this. I'm sorry, It's probably for the best." I told him taking off my promise ring that he gave us on our one year anniversary.

Updated June 8, 2019