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Harry's POV
"I fucked up mom" I said crying "Harry you made a mistake" my mom said "mom I lost the girl I love the most" I said "what am I gonna do" I said "I love her mom" I said "well I wanna meet this girl" she said "you will mom plus I'm taking her out on Saturday night" I said "I just I fucked up" I said "Harry if you love this girl with your heart you will go over and apologize" my mom said "yeah I know and I am but do you think she wants to see me" I said "Harry I know she does" my mom said "it's just mom I.....I don't wanna lose her" I said crying. My mom grabbed me into a hug "shhhh baby's I promise you. You will not lose her" she said "yeah mom but they don't believe me when I say that girl kissed me first and trust me I tried stopping my self but I just she would get off "I said "Harry prove to Her you love her" she said "I will mom I promise" i said. I gave my mom a hug. Grabbed my keys and walked to my car. I was crying. I just don't wanna lose the girl I love most in this world. She's my everything, my baby, the future woman of my kids. I love this girl. I started driving to Lydia's/Niall's/Liam's house. I parked my car. Got out and nocked on the door. I was still crying. When the door opened. I seen her and she was crying to.

Lydia's POV
I seen the face. The crying green eyes curly haired boy who I've missed all day but was hurt by. His eyes had tears in them as so did I. "Harry" I said. He grabbed me in a hug and said "Lydia I'm sorry. I fucked up. I.....you have to believe me when I tell you that the girl who you caught me kissing. She came onto me first" he said "I figured. She doesn't look like your type anyway" someone behind me said. It was Liam "Liam I'm sorry I never meant to hurt your sister. I love her so fucking much. I don't wanna lose her" he said. My heart broke at his words. I started to cry again. "Baby please don't cry" Harry said "Harry you hurt me. You hurt me bad. I don't know what to do" I said. I looked at my bandaged wrist. Soaked of blood. It started to drip down to my fingers. "Omg!" I yelled and ran up to the bathroom. I shut the door and locked it. "Lydia!" Zayn said "Lydia open the door!" Liam said "Lydia pleas!"Niall said. I started  to unwrap my arm. The door swung open. I hid my arms behind me. Tears in my eyes. Harry looked at me. Tears in his eyes. "Baby what behind you back" Harry said. "Nothing" I said. He grabbed my arm. The boys seen the bloody rapping. I started to unravel it. Until it got to my skin. "This fucking hurts" i said. I looked at Harry. He had tears in his eyes. He started crying so he walked out. "let me help you" zayn asked. He helped me up on the counter. Grabbed some alcohol  and cotton balls. "Someone hold my hand" I said. Louis came to grab my hand. "Ready" zayn asked. I took a deep breath. "Yeah I'm ready" I said. He put some alcohol on the cottony ball and started cleaning gently. "That's burns" I said "yeah I know it's cause they are deep and won't stop bleeding" Liam said "yeah" I said. Niall gave me a smile. "We should let them air out. Tonight we will wrap them in bandages again" zayn said "okay" I got off the counter. Louis let go of my hand. I heard sobbing down stairs. I walked down stairs. "Harry" I said "why'd you do it" he said "why'd you cut" he said again. The boys walked down. I started to cry again. "Harry if you only knew why" I said. He cried harder as so did I just looking at my boyfriend crying in front of me. "You can't get mad at me though" I said. "Baby why'd you do it!" He raised his voice at me. "Don't yell at me!" I said. "If you only knew about the whole situation after I ran out of the scene when I caught you kissing that bitch. This wouldn't have happened" I said crying harder as I pointed to my cuts. "Don't call her a bitch" he said "why. You defending the hoe now" I said "no. You just don't know her so it doesn't give you the right to call her a bitch!" He said "oh. I don't have the right to call her a bitch when I caught my boyfriend kissing some girl who wasn't his girlfriend. Well let me remind you Harry that your the one who hurt me!" I said. "I didn't mean to Lydia" he said "it just happened" he said "oh lip locking another girl just happened" I said "yes. She came onto me. I didn't go onto  her" he said "doesn't make it any different" I said to him. "Let me remind you Harry that I almost got taken advantage of by Adam in the fucking hallway well you were to busy kissing some hoe,a bitch, someone who's not your girlfriend!" I said. I cried harder. I turned around and ran into zayns arms. Harry cried knowing that he messed up and that Adam Almost took advantage of me. I turned around. "I shouldn't have done that" Harry says "it's not your fault. Yes I am hurt and disappointed. I really wanna fuck up that bitch. But Harry" I said "baby look at me" I said "I can never leave you" I said again. I cried as hard as I can. Harry gave me a hug. "I'm sorry baby I messed up. I don't want you to brake up with me but if we have to then I understand why but I will never stop loving you the way I do now"he said. He turned around and walked towards the door. He grabbed his keys and walked out. I cried. I put on my shoes. "Harry!" I said "harry!" I said again. He turned around. I ran up to him and gave him a kiss on the lips. He kissed me back. "Baby I'm not braking up with you. Yes you did a fucked up thing but I can never leave you. I love you way to fucking much to lose y-" I was cut off by some nice,smooth, soft plumped lips against mine. "You" I said. He laughed. I looked at him. Gave him a hug. I looked at my wrist. Blood all over. "Fuck!" I said "what's wrong" he said "my wrist" I said. He looked at it. "Let's go get you cleaned up babe" he said "okay" I said. He grabbed my hand and headed towards the house. "Lydia you alright" Louis asked "yeah" I said. We walked to the bathroom. "Liam!" I said "yeah!" He yelled back "where  are the bandages!" I yelled. I heated footsteps. "Right here" Liam said. He went underneath the sink and grabbed some bandages. "Thank you" I said "anytime" Liam said. I gave them To Harry. He started to wrap my arm up. "Better" he asked "yeah much better" I said. We walked downstairs. The boys started talking and laughing with Harry. It's nice to see them together again. Not pissed off. Laughing and talking. I smiled to my self. All of a sudden i felt dizzy.