More than this ?

I woke up this morning feeling a little bit sick. I put on my black shirt, with my black ripped Jeans and my white converse. I put my hair in a pony. Harry still asleep. I grab my phone. I walk out of my room shutting the door behind me. I walk downstairs. There's a knock at the door. I answer it. "Hey Lydia" Louis and zayn say "hey" I say. I clench my stomach in pain. "You okay" Louis says "mhm" I say. Liam and Niall walk downstairs. That's it I can't. I run upstairs. The boys calling after me. I reach the bathroom. I shut the door behind me. I empty my stomach.I get done right before the door swings open revealing all the guys. "Baby you okay" harry asks. I flush the toilet. "Yeah I think I'm okay" I say. I hold my stomach in pain. "Lydia are you sure" zayn says "mhm" I say. I get up from the floor. Still holding my stomach. I walk out of the bathroom. I make my way downstairs. "Let's watch Disney movies all day" I say "sounds good to me" they all say. I sit down on the couch. Zayn and Harry come sit by me. I put on the lion king. The boys start singing to the theme song. I laugh. There's a knock at the door. I answer it. No ones there. I look around. There's a note on the door.
Note
"Hahaha it's nice of you to think that you can hide babygirl. I will find you. Don't worry baby I will get you back. By the way. I can see you. I don't know if you remember but when I hit you back in California and nobody knew about it. I wondered if I was wrong and I was. I miss you. I will see you soon. I'm sorry
~Caleb"

"Is this some sick joke" I say "what" Liam asks "the letter is this a joke" I say "okay let me see it" zayn says. I hand him the letter. I shut the door and lock it. "Okay well we didn't do it lydia" Louis says "I know but what the fuck how does he even know I'm here" I say "well. I don't know. We don't know anything" Niall says "this is probably just a joke. Don't worry nothing will happen to you" zayn says. I smile at him. I grab the note. I fold it up and put it in my pocket. I sit back down on the couch. I start to watch the movie. It's now at the part where scar tricks simba into killing his father. "That's so sad" I say. I fake cry into zayns shoulder. "Are you really crying" Louis say. "No" I say laughing. I look at him. The boys start to laugh. Harry puts his arm around me. I lay my head on his lap. My feet on zayns lap. I watch the movie. I feel Harry breathe on me. I look at him. He smiles down at me. I smile back at him. He leaves little kisses on my head. I peck him on the lips. I feel zayn tickling my feet. I start to laugh. "Zayn stop!"I say laughing "nah I'm good" zayn says. I start laughing harder. Harry starts tickling my sides. "Boo!" Louis screams in my ear. I scream. I fall to the floor and start laughing. The boys join me. "That hurt my ear lou" I say "aww is Liddy hurt" Louis day "um yes I am" I say "wow babe did you always have an accent" Harry says "that's what I said" zayn says "um no but I guess I have one now" I say "mhm and it's hot" Harry says. I laugh at him. I'm still laying on the floor. "Need help" Niall says "mhm" I say. He has his arms out. He helps me up. My stomach starts to hurt again. I grab my stomach in pain. "Hey you alright" Louis Says "um yeah I think so" I say. I sit back down on the couch. I take a deep breathe. The pain getting stronger. I let out a whimper. "Lydia are you okay" zayn asks "I don't know" I say "umm do you want me to call my mum " Harry asks "um I don't care" I say. I whimper again. "Yeah Harry You should" Liam says "alright" Harry says. He gets out his phone and calls his mom. He puts it on speaker.
"Hey Harry" Anne says "hi mum, Um I don't know what's wrong with Lydia" Harry says "what do you mean" Anne says "well she got sick this morning and her stomach won't stop hurting her" Harry tells his mom. "When was the last time you had sex" Anne says like nothing. "Um when we stayed in the hotel" Harry says "okay" anne says"well imma go get her a pregnancy test. Keep her breathing" Anne says "okay and thanks mom" Harry says "you welcome dear I'll be there soon. Love you bye" Anne says "love you and goodbye" Harry says. The call hangs up.
"I can't be pregnant" I say "that's not right" I say "we are young" I say "I think I Jinxed you" Harry says. I look at him. I let out a giggle but is was more of a whimper. "Just keep breathing" zayn says. I shake my head. I take a deep breathe "it hurts!" I say "just breathe" Louis says. Niall and Liam grab my hands. Zayn rubs my back. Harry sitting in front of me. Louis on the other side of me. I take another deep breathe but it hurts. I let out a whimper. A tear rolls down my face. "Don't cry love" Niall says. I smile at him. A knock is heard at the door. Harry gets up and answers it. "Hey sweetheart I came as fast as I could" Anne says "thank you" I say but it comes out as a whisper. "So do you know how to use this" Anne says holding up a pregnancy test. I nod my head yes. The boys look at me shocked. "Okay here you go" Anne says handing me the test. I stand up and walk to the bathroom. Everyone waiting outside the door. I take a deep breathe. I pee on the stick. Now we wait. I open up the door. "Now we wait" I tell them. Harry holds my hand. I look at the test. I let out a shaky breathe I didn't know I was holding. "What's wrong" Harry says "it's negative. I'm not pregnant" I say to them. Harry hugs me. "So how'd it all start" Anne says "well I don't know. I woke up this morning feeling sick. I walk downstairs. The boys came. Then Niall and Liam walked downstairs and I had to empty my stomach" I say "what time" Anne asked "about 9:00" I say "alright" Anne says "we will just have to keep a close eye on you" Anne says "thank you for coming here" I say to Anne "your my soon to be daughter. I would do anything for you" Anne says. I give her a hug. "Umm I have to go. I have Gemma waiting for me" Anne says "alright love you, thank you and be safe" I say. Harry gives her a kiss. She walks out of the door. "Was the test really negative" Louis says "yup" I say. I hand them the test. They look at it. Harry looks at it sad. "Babe what's wrong" I ask Harry "nothing I just wish it was positive" Harry says "I'm sorry" I say "it's fine" Harry says. I give him a hug and kiss.  He Still doesn't look happy. I let out a sigh. I walk up the stairs to my room. Slamming the door behind me. I sit on my bed. I hear the door open up. "Harry if it's you can you just leave me alone for a couple minutes. Please" I say "it's not Harry" I hear someone say. I turn around and it's Louis and Liam. "Oh" I say. I walk up and stand against the window. The boys walk in and shut the door behind them. They sit on my bed.  "What's wrong" Louis says. Tears starting to form in my eyes. I look at him. "I just....I feel like everything I do isn't enough. I feel like Harry is disappointed that  I'm not pregnant. I don't wanna get hurt by anyone. Harry the most. I can't go through this all over again. Not that I was pregnant or anything but you know what I mean" I say. A tear rolls down my cheek. "I don't know what's going on with you and Harry but he's just excited your all his" Liam says. I let out a laugh. "But please don't cry. A lot happens in relationships" Louis says "but you and Harry are strong. Whatever happens you can get through it" Louis says again. I smile at him. "I just feel like no one likes me. I cause more problems" I say as a tear rolls down my face. "Zayn!!!" Louis yells. My door swings open to reveal zayn there.  I let out a sob. He runs up to my side. Grabbing me in a hug. "What's wrong" zayn says "she feels like she's failing. She feels like she let Harry down because the test was negative. She doesn't want to get hurt again. She feels like she causes more problems" Liam says. I hold zayn as close as I can. "Can I talk to her alone" zayn asks "sure well leave you two alone" Louis says "thank you" I whisper as I turn around. They smile at me and shut the door. "Babe tell me what's wrong" zayn says "well. I just feel like I can't do anything right. I feel like everything bad happens to me. The letter,my mom and dad,the test. I feel like I Cause more problems" I say as tears roll down my face "listen nun of this is your fault" zayn says "talk to Harry and tell him how you feel. Harry will understand" zayn says. I smile at him. I give him a hug and whisper a "thank you". I let him go. He walks  out of the room. I'm in here alone thinking to myself if I should tell Harry the way I feel.
(I think this is the longest chapter I wrote. Thank you so much baby directioners. I love you guys) ❤️