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Why does he always have to do that. "I love you Niall" I say "I didn't mean to hurt you" I say again. He looks at me and gives me a hug. "It's okay Lydia. I'm glad your home" he says "me to" I say. I hear the front door slam. "God it's Harry I have to run after him" I say. I run out of the room and downstairs. The boys looking at me. I run out of the door. I stop. I see him walking towards his car.  "Harry!" I say "Harry!" I say again. He still keep walking. I run after him. "Stop walking!" I say "Harry please" I say. He turns around with tears in his eyes. I walk up to him and wrap my arms around his neck. "I'm so sorry" I say crying "I never meant to hurt you" I say again. He looks at me. "Baby you didn't hurt me" he says "I'm just glad your home and safe" he says "I am too" I say. I give him a soft and gentle kiss. "So are you gonna stay with me or go back home?" I ask.  "I'm gonna stay with you I just have to get clothes" he says "Are you going  to school tomorrow?" I ask "well i don't know. I wanna be with you and keep you safe but I also have to go to class to" he says "you can go to school but come home after" I say. I smile at him and he smiles back. "Let's get inside first" I say. He grabs my hand and walk towards the door. I open up the door. The boys are sitting down on the couch. I look at them. "I'm sorry" I say "I hurt you guys. One by trying to leave you guys by  suicide and two by running away to the park" I say "I'm really sorry. I'm so thankful I have you guys in my life. I'm just I'm so lost" I say "your welcome and we are always here for you we ain't going no where" Louis says "always here" Niall says "not going" zayn says "anywhere" Liam's says "staying here" Harry says "forever" I say. "All of us staying here forever" I say. I look at there smiling faces. Gosh I missed those smiles. I just hope whatever happens they are safe and healthy. "I love you guys" I say "we love you" they all say. I check the time on my phone and it is 8:30. God the time flys by. "Okay I think I'm gonna go home" zayn says "okay and thank you zayn for everything. I love you. Please be safe and as soon as you get home text me saying your safe and at home" I say "I will and love you to" he says. I give him a hug. He walk out the door. I wave him off. He gets in his car and drives off. I close the door. "I think I'm gonna leave to" Louis says "okay. Thank you and I'm sorry. For everything. I love you and text me when you get home safe" I say "I will and love you"Louis says. I give him a hug. He walk out the door. I watch him get in his car. I wave him off. "Okay I'm spending the night to make sure. my princes  is safe" Harry says "okay" Niall says "sounds good" Liam says. I look at him. "I just need to go  home and get clothes first" he says "I'm going with Harry if that's okay" I say "that's fine with me just be safe" Liam says. "I will. I promise" I say. I give them each a hug and tell them I love them. Me and Harry walk to the car. I get in and buckle my seatbelt. We drive off to Harry's house. "I'll wait in the car" I say "okay I'll get my clothes fast" he says. I give him a kiss. He gets out of the car and walk to his house. As Harry makes his way in the house I lock the car doors to keep myself safe. It's been about a good 15/20 minutes. "Okay I'm back" he says "okay" I say "let's go home yeah" he says "yeah let's go" I say. The drive is nice a quite. As we pull unit the parking lot of my house my phone goes off. I take my phone out of my pocket. I look at it and I have 2 new messages. I open my phone. I have messages from Louis and zayn.

Zayn: hey I'm home and safe. Your welcome and I love you so much. Goodnight darling.

Me: thanks z for texting me. I love you so much and thank you for everything. Goodnight zayn. Love you.

Zayn: love you and goodnight

Louis: hey I'm home and safe. I hope you are okay. I love you so much. Text me if you need anything. I love you. Goodnight love .

Me: thank you Louis. I'm sorry and I love you so much goodnight.

Louis: goodnight love

I smile at the thought that the boys texted me saying the are home and safe. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have these boys in my life. I get out of the car and walk to the house. "I'm home" I say. Liam and Niall are sitting down on the couch. "Your home. Okay well I'm going to bed love you goodnight" Liam and Niall say. I give them a hug and kiss goodnight. Me and Harry walk  up to my room. "Wow you have a nice room" Harry says "thank you" I say. I grab my shorts and crop top. I shut my door. Yes I know Harry's in here but it's okay. I slip off my top. "You enjoying the view styles" I say "your sexy babe" he says "I'm lucky" he says "yeah you are" I say. I grab my crop top and slip it on. I take off my shorts and slip my other shorts on. I fell Harry staring at me but it's okay because he my boyfriend. Even though I'm young. I trust him. I turn around to look at him. He has his cheeky smirk on his face. "I love you" I say "I love you" he says. He changes into his clothes and yes I watch In amusement. "Wait here" I say "okay" he says. I walk out of my room and close the door. I walk downstairs to shut the tv off, the light. I lock the door and windows. I go to the kitchen to lock the back door and window. I shut off the light. I make my way upstairs. I walk to my moms room. I shut off her light. She's not here. She on vacation. I lock her window. I shut her door. I make my way to Liam's room. He's peacefully sleeping in his bed. I shut off his light,lock his window. I make my way out his room and shut his door. I make my way to Niall's. I shut off his light, locks his window and shut his door once I'm out. I then make my way to my room. I see Harry laying in bed. I lock my window. I grab my phone and put it on the charger. I pick up my clothes from the floor. I throw them in my hamper. I pick up Harry clothes and fold them. I shut my door. I shut off my light and make my way to my bed. I climb under my covers. I look at Harry and give him a kiss. "Goodnight baby" I say. I lay down. I close my eyes. I feel arms wrap around my waist. "Goodnight babygirl I love you" he says "I love you" I say. I give him a kiss. I laid in my bed think to myself how lucky I am to have an amazing family,best friends and boyfriend. Just like that I felt safe. I close my eyes. Just like that I feel into a peaceful sleep. Were I didn't have to worry about anything. I was safe.

(I hope you guys like this chapter. I've worked so hard. Love you baby's❤️💕)