~?i'M sOrRy?~

~?Izukus P.O.V.?~
~?Its been at least a week since they took Izuku?~

I stared up at the blank, white ceiling that seemed to mock me. How it wasnt stained with its blood, how it doesnt have to feel my pain. My body stiffened as the doctor walked in but just then a big blast could be heard through the entire bar. I sobbed, knowing it was my Kacchan! Hes here to save me!

I tried to call out to them but my voice was barely above a whisper, plus it was raspy from me screaming and crying when they did allow me to have the cloth off of my mouth. "Kacchan!" I mumbled as more and more explosions could be heard, they were growing nearer to my room. "KAAchan!" I screamed until my voice gave out. I sobbed as the door busted open to reveal a foaming at the mouth Kacchan and a few heros.

Kacchan came to my table and unlatched me before picking me up and carrying me out of the horrid bar. I sobbed as he held my torn, and now forever scarred body close to his. I gripped at his shoulders as he carried me to a ambulance. He set me down but I didnt let go of him, I wont be taken from him again. "Dont let them take me kacchan!" I rapsed out as the blur of people came into my vision. I weakly tried to push them away as the grabbed at my arms. "StoOp Dont ToUch me!" I half screamed as a needle came into my view, my body tensed as it was brought closer to me. "Please....No NEedles! NO morE I'll Be GoOd!" I cried out as the poked my arm with it.

I was suddenly tired, I knew it was from the needle so I tried to stay awake and fight it. "Baby, please dont fight it. You need sleep. I'll be right here." Kacchan said from my left side, I wearily looked over at his blurred figure before nodding and doing as he said.

~?Katsukis P.O.V?~

It was horrible seeing him in that kind of state, one minute he was laying on a bloody metal table. The next he was trying to fight off the nurses in the ambulance. He has horrible scars covering all of his body now, some are slightly infected and others weren't closed the right way. His fingers also turned black and looked broken and torn up? His hands...his fingers were my real concern. His fingers were black and looked dead, his finger nails were also ripped off. He had one very large, very badly done stitch going across his entire chest. I knew it would scar horribly no matter what, I could feel the tears flowing out of my eyes as I examined his body.

Good, I dont even want to know his flesh hunger, hes probably going to want an entire human. God, what if they messed his head up? My brain started going to the worst things they could do to him as we drew closer and closer to the hospital.

We arrived at the hospital, I followed the nurses until I want allowed to anymore. Just then did my mother burst through the front door, she had tears streaming down her young cheeks. I ran to her and sobbed into her shirt, she sat me down in a chair as we both sobbed. "They hurt him so much mommy!" I whispered as she shook with sadness. "His....he.." I got cut off as more sobs escaped my throat. "They hurt him!" I yelled as I balled up my fists in anger, that I had basically let them take him. I was to weak to fight them off, I let them take him. It's all my fault!

~?Izukus P.O.V?~

I opened my eyes excepting to see the same blank white ceiling but I was met with blinding lights and bustling noises instead. I groaned and looked around until I saw Auntie and Kacchan! I made some type of happy noise as Kacchan stirred awake. "KAccHan!" I happily chirped as his eyes filled with tears, did I do something?

He walked towards me and gave me the best hug he could from his standing position. "My izu, I'm so sorry! It's my fault you got taken, if I wasnt so weak the-" "I love you Kacchan! You're my hero, you saved me!" I said as a smile made it's way onto my lips, I could see Kacchan start tearing up again but this time I knew it was happy tears. "MY KaCchaN!" I said as I tried to sit up and reach for him, "no izu, you need to lay and rest. I'll get a doctor okay?" I nodded and laid back down as he neared the door.

Just as he was about to leave something in my mind clicked, "No DoNt LeAve!" I cried out as he turned back to look at me "DonT lEAve Me aGaiN!" I sobbed as he rushed back over to me, "shhhhhh, I wont leave you." He whispered as he got Auntie up to get a doctor. I giggled as he scooted a chair closer to my bed, just then did a doctor walk in.

I stared as the doctor walked back into my torture room, he held up some medical scissors. He cut open on of my stitches closed wounds, I tried to scream out in agony as he opened the wound and poked around inside it. I couldn't scream or make a sound, it was suffocating and horrible. He pulled out a black square and held it against the light, I squirmed as he placed it on the tray and stitched my wound close.

I was taken out of my trance by a crying Kacchan, he was shaking my body. I had somehow gotten all of the wires out of my body and was in a corner. I clutched my head as I lowered myself to the floor in panic. "PleASe nO doCtORs!" "No mORe PaIN!" I screamed as the doctor backed away from me, "No MoRe pleAse!" I sobbed as the doctor left the room, I instantly calmed down and hugged Kacchan.

He looked shocked and sad again, Auntie was crying in a chair while holding her head in her own hands. I hugged Kacchan and felt his own arms clasp around my scarred body. "Izu, the doctors have to check you. Will you be good if I hold you?" I nodded as Auntie left the room. "Anything for Kacchan!" I smiled as I poked my tongue out at him. The same doctor came back into the room, my body's stiffened but just like Kacchan said he held me.

The doctor touched over my stitches and scars, making sure they were good before leaving once more. Just then another doctor walked in and he had a clipboard with him. "I am going to ask Izuku some questions if that's fine?" I nodded and poked my tongue back out at Kacchan. "How do you feel Izuku?" "Happy that Kacchans here!"

He nodded and wrote something down, "how do you feel about doctors?" "BaD, tHEy HuRt IzuKU!" I yelled as I gripped Kacchans hand. "How do you feel when Bakugou isn't with you?" "........sad and scared....scared they will take me again. Kacchan will keep me safe!" I said in a happier tone. I nuzzled into the crook of Kacchans neck and purred in content. "can I have Bakugou step out of the room for a second, just to see something." Kacchan nodded and pried my hands off of his body before making his way to the door.

Just as he touched the knob did my mind freak out, "DoNT LeAVe!" I cried as he came rushing back to me, he held me close to his body as I instantly forgot about it and went back to cuddling him. "Hmmmm, so it seems he has some sort of PTSD and a mix of separation anxiety and along with that comes the bipolar like moodswings." I happily poked Kacchan as he listened to the doctor. "D-does that mean he can still be a hero?" "With some therapy and medications, yes but it will take time until he is ready for that."

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Edited: April 29, 2020