~?i'M sOrRy?~

Me and papa are going to the mall for dads birthday present, we thankfully left early in the morning when dad was still asleep. We quietly crept out of the house and to the streets for the mall, there weren't alot of people out yet but it is early. Not to early but most people have already gone to work for the day, we walked across the streets, looking at all the different shops.

We passed by a cute shop that had some mugs, I pointed to the shop and papa nodded his head in agreement. We walked in and looked at all the mugs, I found a cute one that had cat queen on it. I snickered and showed it to papa who laughed at the mug, "if we dont find a better one, can we get him his?!" I chirped.

"Yeah little listener!" I smiled and held it in my hands as we continued looking at mugs. We ended up just getting the mug and going to other stores for another present. Papa pointed out a shop that dad likes to visit once in a while.

We walked in and around the store looking for another present, we walked around a bit until papa spotted a cat hoodie. "Wanna get it and tease him?" "You know exactly what I'm thinking papa!" I smirked as we paid for it and left back for home.

People were looking at me, their glares as I walked past them. They knew what I did, the news of what happened had spread like wild fire. People had seen me with blood all over me and then the bloody body of my boyfriend, so they spread it around.

People glared and whispered to others around them, I could feel their harsh deathly glares that seems to pierce my body. They were burning holes into my body with only their eyes and whispers, my hand twitched as i looked back at them. Some flinched from my glare and others widened their eyes and backed away from me.

I could feel the tears pricking at the corners of my eyes as we walked out of the mall and back home.

It didnt take long for us to get back home but it felt like forever for me as people glared and whispered about me. Papa opened the door to find an empty couch and the lights still off in the house. So dad was still asleep and we could surprise him!

I didnt forget about the whispers though, they were only at the back of my mind now. Papa handed me the bags and went to go wake up dad for me. I stayed downstairs and waited for dad and papa to come back so I could give him the mug I got him.

They came back down and dad had some bed hair that I snickered at, I handed papa his bag and dad sat down next to me. I pushed the bag into his hands and he raised one eyebrow at me but he opened it. He smiled and hugged me, "am I really the cat queen?" "Yep!" I chirped as he ruffled my hair.

"Now open papas!" I said as papa handed his bag to dad, he opened it up and face palmed. I laughed as he threw it on over his head, I pulled the hood over his head so the ears could be seen. "Super pretty!" "Heh I knew you two would get something like this. But I do like it but no one at work is seeing me in this."

The thoughts came back as black seeped to the sides of my vision, the voices grew louder, yelling at me to hurt them or myself. My hand twitched as I screamed in my head at the thoughts to shut up. My hand crept up to my hair and pulled on it, papa and dad immediately jumped into action.

Papa tried talking me out of it as dad held my hands away from my body, I calmed down and nodded my head. They sighed and let me go, "I-I'm going to take a nap.." I whispered as I hugged dad and left upstairs.

*I'm sorry but pet death :<*

I trudged up the stairs as the voices screamed at me, the creatures seeped into my vision, surrounding a cat. I had no control of my body as I lunged towards the cat, my hands snapping its neck and clawing into its stomach.

The cat couldn't scream as it was already dead when I started smashing it, I planted my hands over the dead body as its blood was coating my hands and body. Some even on my face as I sobbed, tears spilling out of my eyes at the fact that I have hurt another that I have loved.

*dead and done, I'm sorry :<*

I cried in agony as footsteps were heard behind me, who I believe is papa started rubbing my back as dad helped me up and away from the dead body. My body barely budged as my eyes never left the body, tears spilling over and blurring my vision.

My body shuddered as my eyes closed and my body collapsed into dads arms.

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Edited: April 29, 2020