The Ghost Within

"I was like uhm... sir your sister's down the hall and we both know i am not quiet..." Tawny replied nervously. His head turned to where Blair's hand grabbed his, he reached up fumbling to the male's body then he laid back after making sure he was angled in the right direction.

" that's the best part," Blair chuckled. he allowed him to feel his body before he picked it up and kissed his knuckles. he slipped a ring on his finger lightly while in the process and softly brought his hand up moving the blind fold kissing over his face then smiled at him.

"I mean, cant hear much with the door closed with music and the tv on, plus if I wanted to I wouldn't have minded to try- eh" he went quiet.

Tawny looked into his eyes for a moment then he sprang up, looking down at the ring as it registered in his mind what was going on.

His hands covered his mouth, "Is this a promise or the b-b-big promise?" He asked.

Blair rested his hands in his lap chewing at his lip, "the..big promise if you'll accept. if not itll be my promise to you that one day it will be that," he said gently.

Tawny tackled him down to the bed, with a kiss. He remained there kissing him until a few tears hit down onto Blair's cheek from Tawny's eyes. He moved back, apologizing and wiping the tears that had fell onto his face before he wiped his own face.

Blair snaked him arms around him keeping him close to his body, "its okay," he smiled at him kissing his stained cheeks.

"But yes, I will..." Tawny smiled.

Blair pulled him closer and buried his face in tawnys neck, "honesty making me the happiest man alive," he said lowly

"How do you think I feel?" Tawny giggled.

"I'm so lucky to have you," he muttered happily, his eyes going to the beautiful ring upon his finger.

Blair looked down at it gently and smiled then looking at him, "I was going to ask you to pick one yourself but I got caught up looking too,"

"Nonsense... its perfect," Tawn smiled. He laid his chin against Blair's chest looking up at him. He smiled brightly.

Blair looking into the males eyes and smiled

Tawny looked at him then at the ring again. He shook his head and smiled, "I love you," he whispered.

"I love you to tawny," he rubbed his back before moving to gently let him go.

Tawny rolled off of him, looking back at him. "Good, can't get rid of my anymore."

" definitely didnt and wont plan on it," he smiled and stretched getting up and picking up his dirty clothes putting them in the bin, "what did you and becca do?" he laid on his back folding his arms under his head.

"Well just watched a movie, she fell asleep pretty fast," Tawny chuckled.

Blair smiled and looked at him, "shes comfortable around you," he chuckled.

"I mean I hope so, I'm not really intimidating," he smiled.

"you don't need to be intimidating anyway," he rolled over and laid his head in tawnys lap.

Tawny giggled, "I couldn't be if I tried," he ran his fingers through Blair's hair. He laid his head back, letting out a low happy hum.

He grew silent thinking to himself.

Blair turned his face burying in his stomach, "its okay," he said lowly holding onto him.

"Hmm...I'd like you to be with me to get my first tattoo...i don't know what I want yet but since you have alot you obviously know a bunch about them," Tawny randomly said.

Blair looked at him and nodded, "I'll be there then, theres this shop I used to go too we can go to that one, " he smiled.

"Ooh okay," Tawny squealed.

" let me know when?" he looked up at him.

"Well I was thinking maybe the day after tomorrow," Tawny shrugged.

He nodded, "definitely fine with me, " Blair smiled, "ima sit outside on the balcony.." he stood grabbing his laptop and walked put the room taking aseat. "wanna join?" he called through the open door.Tawny immediately got up and followed him out there.

He sat beside him. He giggled, "Clingy much?" He mumbled about himself.

"if you're talking about me,hell yeah," he hummed and looked through his emails.

Tawny scoffed, "N-no... me."

blair softly laughed reaching over resting his hand on his thigh.

"N-n-not funny-y," Tawny whined.

Blair looked at him and move his laptop. he moved tawny into his lap before he went back to reading emails.

Tawny nuzzled in his neck.

Blairs fingers danced over tawnys side lightly gently tapping against his skin. he finished and exited the emails,he titled his head to look at him.

Tawny had been playing with the male's shirt, deep in thought but he seemed happy as can be.

B shifted and laid his head against tawnys and closed his eyes rubbing his side.

Tawny stuck his face in Blair's warm neck and wriggled, "You smell nice..." he hummed.

"well good thing I showered," he teased and laid back with him as he stared up at the sky.

Tawny bit down on his shoulder.

Blair grunted and gave him a little squeeze.

Tawny let out a small whimper, huffing then sticking his face back in Blair's neck.

Tawny remained quiet, eventually getting tired. He yawned lowly, "Mmf... imma sleep, you gonna stay out here for a while?"

Tawn asked moving off of him.

Blair was going to let him fall asleep against him but hummed letting him go, "I'll be inside in a little," he said lowly.

Tawny looked at him, "Hmm, you alright?" He asked him.

"yeah just thinking," he glanced at him then back at the sky that started to show a few stars.

Tawny kissed his forehead and giggled, "Alright dreamer," he smiled and walked back into the bedroom.

Tawny then laid down on the bed, his back to the balcony.

He pulled the covers over his small frame and closed his eyes.

Blair closed his eyes letting a low breath go trying to clear his mind. eventually he opened his eyes and raised his hand wiping his cheek lightly, wiping away a tear he seemed to drop before grabbing his things and walking inside. he closed and locked the door behind him, he put the things where they belonged and walked out the room to check on becca.

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