Why Can't I Change

⚠️homophobic words⚠️
Taylor's POV
I wake up with Candace laying on top of me and Autumn cuddling into my neck so I can't move. I look at the time and see it's time for us to get up "Baby" I say and she hums, I know Candace is a light sleeper but Autumn definitely is not "Autumn!!!" I yell and she hits my face "Get up" I say, Candace is already in the bathroom and I'm still trying to get my best friend up "Autumn!!! Good morning!!!" I yell and she says good morning back then waves me off "Get up we have school" I tell her dragging her off the bed and she falls onto the ground "Ow" she complains getting off the floor "I told you to get up" I say grabbing some clothes.
We eat breakfast then go to school.

We get to school and I see my siblings walking swiftly to some kids so I go that way instead of to my building, Autumn and Candace follow me. Leon taps the boy on his shoulder and when he turns around punches him in his face causing the other boy to fall "Leon!!" I yell running to him and picking him up "What the fuck" I say "You can't just keep going around punching people" I tell him "Tell him to stop being homophobic and maybe I wouldn't beat his ass" Leon says angrily "What?" I say softly not wanting to smile at the fact he's defending me "He keeps calling you names and I asked him to stop be he didn't just like the other boy" Leon tells me and I hug him "Please don't hit anyone else, I don't need our parents to hate me even more" I say and he nods "You three!! Principals office now!!" A teacher yells, the boy, Leon and Ari go to the office. "Awww he's defending you" Candace says "Yea but once my parents hear they are going to think I made him do this" I say "Want me to fight them?" Autumn asks and we all laugh.
We go to our first class and I get called into the office.
"Taylor" the principal said once I got into the office, I see my brother and sister sitting in his office and I sigh "Yes?" I ask sitting down between them "There has been some disturbances from Leon and Ariana. With the fighting and the interruption of teachers and students in class" he says "Okay?" I say "They won't talk to me and I don't want to have to bother your parents" he tells me "I'll give you three a minute" he says getting up and closing the door. I look at my siblings who have no expression on their faces "Whats up?" I ask "Nothing" Leon says "Why was I even called in here, I don't control y'all" I laugh and they smile "So you're not mad?" Leon asks "No, if someone is messing with you then you do what you have to do" I say "They keep calling you names" Ari says "Like?" I ask "Homophobic slurs" Ari tells me and I freeze "H-how do they know about me?" I ask slowly "We didn't say anything we promise" Leon says "But honestly we don't know" Ari says "He's going to call mom and dad today so come back to Candace's house with me after school" I say and they nod "Did they ever say who told them?" I ask "No, they just started making fun of us and you the day after you left" Leon tells me and I start thinking "Do you think mom said anything?" I ask "She could have" Ari said "She was crying after you left" Leon tells me and I shrug "She's the reason I left" I say not caring because she put me through hell my whole life. The principal comes back in but with a few kids and a teacher "Both of you need to apologise" the principal said and I see the kids smirking "Hold up, for what?" I ask "Disrespecting them" the principal says "Did you ever think why the disrespected them, Ari and Leon don't speak much and when they do there is a reason" I say "So their no apologising" I tell the principal "Stop being a fag" a kid says to me "Excuse me" I say getting up and so do my siblings "You're the reason their acting out" the teacher tells me "No you being ignorant is the reason they said something to you" I respond "Dyke" a girl said and I see my siblings getting closer to them so I put my hands on their shoulders and back them up "Your a homosexual?" The principal asks shocked "Thats what you're worried about here!?" I ask "We don't tolerate this kind of behaviour at Christian Valley" the principal says "Well fuck you and fuck off" I tell him and my siblings laugh "Suspended all of you" he yells and I flick him off "This wouldn't be happening if you were straight and normal" a little boy said "Your Mom should have swallowed you" I tell him and he gasps "Your parents should of gotten rid of you" I say to the kids who called me slurs "Oh and fuck all of you, you're all going to hell. It's pretty hot down there" I say grabbing my siblings and leaving the office, I go to my class with them and go to my seat to grab my stuff "Where are you going?" Candace asks "They wanted to be homophobic so I kinda got us suspended" I tell them "Stupid" Autumn laughs "What did you say?" She asks "Nothing much" I say "She told the principal to fuck off and told the kids that their mother should have swallowed them" Leon says laughing "Taylor, Autumn, Candace. Is there a problem?" The teacher asks, then phone rings and she answers it then looks at me "Your a homosexual?" The teacher asks disgusted and everyone looks at me some smiling some with a weird look and some not caring "Yea so what?" Ari says "Fuck off" Leon tells her and we laugh "Candace and Autumn the principals office now!!" The teacher yelled so we all get our stuff and walk out the class laughing. The five of us flick her off before leaving the room.
"That was insane" Leon says "Yea" Ari agrees "Funny how we all got suspended but who the fuck cares lets go to my place" Candace says running to the car which Rona is driving "How did all five of you get suspended" Rona asks letting us all in the car "They decided to be homophobic and ignorant so we decided to say something" Candace laughs "Is everyone going back to the house?" Rona asks and Candace nods.

Her mom looks angry when we get in her house then she sees my two siblings and smiles "Hey" she says nicely "These are my siblings Ariana and Leon" I say and she hugs them. Huh a hug, Me or Autumn didn't get a hug "You were right they are adorable" her mom says to Candace "Thank you" Ari says "Are you twins?" She asks "No we're 7 months apart" Leon tells her "Oh okay" she says "Anyone hungry?" Her mom asks "Since y'all didn't make it to lunch" she says and we laugh "Yea sorry about that mom" Candace says "How long are you suspended?" She asks "Umm 4 weeks" Candace smiles "What!? Why so long" Mariana asks "We might have mouthed off a little" Candace says "And flicked off some teachers" Autumn continued "And told them to fuck them selfs" I add "And told them to fuck off" Leon adds "And Tae told the kids that their mother should have swallowed them" Ari finish's and Mariana shakes her head but smiles "What are we going to do with y'all" she laughs.
The three of us go upstairs but Leon and Ari stay downstairs with Rona and Mariana. They are laughing and we can hear them. "She likes them!!" I whine "It took me forever for her to like me" I add "It's fine baby she likes you now and that's all that matters" Candace says "You two are gross" Autumn fake gags "My sister is outside, I have to go" she says grabbing her backpack and leaving.
"Im hungry" I say "You can eat me...at" Candace smirks "Was that supposed to turn me on?" I ask "Did it?" She asks "Maybe" I say and she crawls on top of me and pushes me down on the bed "Whatca doing?" I ask smirking "About to show you who the top is" she says biting her lip, she kisses my lips then trails her kisses down to my neck then to my stomach, she takes off my shirt leaving me in my sports bra, her knee is between my legs and she's still attacking my neck. I flip us over "You're not a top" I tell her pulling off her shirt. The rest is up to your imagination.

We're laying in bed neither one of us have shirts on but we have underwear on, she has a few new hickeys and she gave me some too, she's laying on my chest giving it light kisses "Autumn says hi" Ari says opening the door holding the phone towards us with Leon and Rona "I had to leave, I missed it!!!" Autumn screamed through the phone, I pull the blanket up over our chests "This is so unfair!!!" Autumn whines "Whats unfair?" Mariana says coming into the room too and we both sigh "We were just downstairs!" Her mother said shocked at what she sees "Gross" Leon says leaving the room "Can everyone just get out so we can get dressed" Candace whines "How do girls have sex?" Ari asks "Well they use-" Autumn started "Bah bah bah lalalala dododo" I yell and Autumn stops, Ari laughs "Get out!!" I say and Ari leaves "We're talking about this" Mariana says "No we're not" Candace responds as they all leave and shut the door. She sighs "I locked the door for a reason" I say "Rona has a key" she tells me "On a better note...I'm the top" I smirk and she pushes me off the bed "I might be a bottom but at least my siblings didn't see me naked after sex" Candace laughs and I sigh "I'm not talking to them about this" I say getting up and putting on clothes. I have 184 texts from Autumn when we get downstairs "Could you stop texting me" I say grabbing my sisters phone and talking to Autumn "Not until you tell me all the details" she says "Not now" I say giving my sister her phone back "Are y'all going back home?" Mariana asks my siblings "We have to, it would be considered kidnapping if we didn't" Leon says "True" I say nodding "Well let's get in the car we'll drop you off"  Rona tells us grabbing the keys "You're going in to talk to your parents" Mariana says pointing at me.

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