Falling for my Sensei ?? Kakashi Hatake x OC

The past few days have been lonely.

It's been a constant battle with myself of whether or not to call Ari.

The look on her face the last time I saw her, broken and confused, has become embedded in my thoughts, torturing me.

How could everything change in the matter of just a couple of days?

It's been days of mentally suffering since Saturday night.

If I could go back, I would.

I would react differently than the way I did.

We shared an intimate moment together, a moment that was one of the best moments of my life.

I made her feel safe, loved and wanted and she made me feel the same. Then I turned around and fucked it all up.

I should've wrapped my arms around her warm soft body and showered her with kisses all over her sweet face.

I should've looked deep into her eyes to memorize the bliss within them at that moment because all I can remember right now is how they look with tears spilling out of them.

I sit on my back porch, taking in the night sky.

I count the stars and greet my lost loved ones in them, the way Ari and I have done together countless of times.

I would give anything to go back to that right now.

I'm pulled away from my thoughts as I hear my phone buzz.

I pick up my phone to see the text message is from an unknown number.

At 10pm? That's strange.
I hit open.

Shikamaru:
Kakashi Sensei, this is Shikamaru Nara. I'm sorry to bother you so late but I'm worried about Akari. She's here at Ino's party and she went off with Deidara and Yahiko. What should I do?

Without a second thought I'm on my feet and heading towards the front door.

I hit reply and type out a message to him.

Kakashi:
Thanks Shikamaru. I'm 20 minutes away. Be there soon.

I send the message and start walking toward Ino's home. I can't believe she would still hang out with those low life's. I feel my body shaking with anger.

I shouldn't go into this alone, I know that.

I scroll through my phone and hit call once I find Asuma's name.

I put the phone up to my ear and listen to it ring.

After the second ring he picks up the phone.

"Yeah?" He's obviously still upset with me. I don't blame him.

"Listen, I know you're pissed at me but I just got a text from Shikamaru saying Ari is there at Ino's party and went off with Deidara and his friends. I'm on my way and I need you to come with me."

There's silence on the other end of the line.

"Asuma, you live 10 minutes away from Ino, it's Ari. I'm not going to sit back and let her-"

"Let me get dressed, I'll meet you out front of my place in 5."

He quickly hangs up.

I pick up the pace and continue to head in the direction of Ino's.

Asuma is standing out front when I get to his place.

"Hey." He says with a cigarette hanging out of the side of his mouth.

"Hey." I say back.

"Look, I'm just gonna say it." Asuma begins and I prepare myself for the argument.

"I don't like that you guys had sex. I see Akari as a little sister and I don't like the idea of her being with anyone, really. That being said, I've seen the way you two are with each other. I'd be lying if I said that I don't think you guys love one another."

I stay silent looking at my childhood friend.

"And after I talked to Iruka about things, he told me that she said she loves you... How can I deny her that happiness?"

She loves me? My heart begins to race. Did she tell Iruka that?

She loves me.

"And how can you deny yourself that happiness?"

"What do you mean?" I ask him confusion in my voice.

He laughs loudly.

"Do you love her or did you just wanna fuck her Kakashi? Because if your answer is the latter then I'll beat your fucking ass right now. And if it's not, then what the fuck are you doing?"

I rub the back of my neck not quite knowing how to respond.

"It's complicated Asuma."

He scoffs at me.

"Explain to me why it's so damn complicated while we walk over."

He motions with his head and we continue the 10 minute walk to Ino's.

"She's going to be fucking pissed when we get there, you know?"

I nod my head chuckling a little.

"I don't care, I'll drag her out if I have to." I say jokingly but we both know I'm serious.

He would do the same thing.

He looks over at me shaking his head.

"Why can't you just admit you love her."

"I do love her." I say, irritated.

"No, you love her, love her. And yet you're holding her at arms length." He says rolling his eyes and flicking his cigarette into the dirt.

"Okay, can we just talk about this later." I don't have the patience to have this conversation right now.

"She's doing drugs Kakashi."

I stop walking waiting for him to explain.

"What the fuck are you talking about?"

"She showed up at my house the other night, really fucked up. I saw her pupils were blown as fuck. She was acting erratically. She, uh, she came onto me."

I feel my breath catch in my throat.

And my heart sink.

"It wasn't like that though. I'm telling you, she was on something. I kicked her out. And I was really harsh with her. But she needed it."

I nod my head once and continue walking.

He clears his throat next to me.

"I don't see her like that. And she doesn't see me that way either. She was in a dark place. I could tell. Don't let it get to you like that man."

I nod my head. He's right.

She's been completely out of character lately and it's my fault.

I pushed her to this point. I have to fix what I've done.

We found the corner and make our way down Ino's street. We can hear the music blasting even from down the road.

Asuma chuckles.

"Should we break up this party? Seems like there's a bit of underage drinking going on." He says with a mischievous smirk on his lips.

I roll my eyes and laugh.

"Let them have their fun. Let's just get Ari and go."

He chuckles as we walk up the pathway through Ino's front yard, pushing through the groups of drunk people.

I mentally prepare myself as we walk up to the open front door, for Akari's anger when she sees us.

I sigh loudly. She may not appreciate it right now, but she will eventually.

This thought alone, is convincing enough to push me through the front door in search of the frustrating girl that I love.