THOMAS POV:
I entered Newt's room. He closed the door and sat on his bed. I sat next to him. "Tell me Tommy, what's on your mind" asked Newt. I signed. I don't want to tell Newt. He will never understand I have a deadly disease. There is no cure. Except becoming a vampire but it scares me. I know nothing. The disease is called pillow phobia. NO I'M NOT AFRAID OF PILLOWS. I started crying. Newt pulled me into a hug. "Tommy, just tell me please" said Newt. I took a deep breath. "I'm dying" I said closing my eyes. We were silent for a moment. Newt broke the hug and held my hands. "Tommy, I can turn you into a vampire but only if you agree to it" said Newt. "I know but it scares me. I know nothing about vampires or how to control everything. You said it took you years" I said quickly. "Thomas" said Newt. I said nothing and looked into Newt's brown eyes. I could get lost in them if Newt let me. "You'll be fine. I promise" said Newt. We hugged and stayed like that for a few minutes in silence.
I refused to have Newt turn me into a vampire. He wasn't happy but he agreed to it. Every morning I feel more weak. My body is getting weaker and weaker with each breath. Newt tries to take my mind off it. He says that it's not too late to change my mind and become a vampire. He said I will take a few days or so to heal but I will survive. I kept refusing. I want to walk for eternity with Newt but being a vampire scares me. I'm not happy about the disease though. My body hurts as my insides become more and more pillow like. After that we die. I take a lot of pain killer and my right arm is fully pillow like. I can lift it up a little but that's it. The virus is spreading with the pain getting worse. Newt was understanding though. He got a wet wash cloth and put it on my fore head. It actually helps. We were watching some movies but then my pain kicked in. I hated it. I loved walking and hanging out with Newt but now I can barely move parts of my body.
I felt a sharp pain and winced in pain with a loud groan. "Thomas relax, the medicine will kick in" said Newt holding me in his arms. I was breathing heavy. I groaned in pain again. It hurt Newt to see me like this. "Newt" I said breathing heavy. Newt leaned over me and held my hand. "I'm right bloody here Tommy" said Newt. I threw my head back and screamed in pain. I took the wash cloth off my eyes and opened them. "Newt please" I started while breathing heavy. "Turn me into a vampire" I said crying. Mostly from the pain. "Newt please. I can't take this pain" I said. Newt smiled and rubbed my cheek. "Okay" he said. I head my head up and felt Newt breath on my neck. He sinked in his fangs. I winced in pain and felt Newt suck on my neck. I could feel the blood leaving my body. I felt the world around me seem to fade. Newt injected the venom in my neck. I tried very hard to stay awake. Newt finished and held himself above me. He wiped the blood from his face and stared into my eyes. "Thank you" I said before I fainted. I woke up some hours later as a vampire. Newt was strict about me healing before anything else. Once I did I started my new life with Newt as a vampire.