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Angelique's POV

I didn't want to leave him when his alarm rang out at 3am, but I knew I needed to.

He was still fast asleep when I changed back into my now dried clothing from last night...with an exception to his T-shirt which I decided to keep for myself.

I had planned on going back to sleep when I got back to my room but I couldn't fall asleep. My mind swirled around the memories of last night.

I felt awful seeing Daniel in that much emotional pain. He couldn't even tell me the full story without having a full blown anxiety attack. As it was happening I realized this is what he had been going through all this time. All those times I felt his anxiety it was because he was having one of these attacks, and my heart broke for him.

Now I know why he asked to spend the night with me that first night I felt it. As much as I wished he had opened up about this sooner I knew it wasn't exactly easy for him to talk about it. I just hoped one day he could so I could help him.

I laid in bed till about 4. Everyone else was still asleep, but when I walked into the living room I saw Alyssa sitting at the table with a cup of coffee and a bowl of cereal.

"Morning" she says with a small smirk. "Nice shirt" she says eyeing the large black T-shirt I wore over a pair of my own sweats.

"Morning. Uh. Thanks" I say going to the fridge and grabbing the milk and the box of cereal from the counter.

"You should probably wear your hair down today hun."

"Why? Aren't we training?"

She smiles over the rim of her coffee cup and nods towards my neck.

"There's a mark isn't there." I sigh as I sit across from her.

Alyssa chuckles and nods her head.

"I doubt your mom will be to upset, but I can't say the same for your dad, brothers or your cousins."

I roll my eyes as I pour the cereal. "Why did you guys have to have so many damn boys." I grumble.

Alyssa laughs and shakes her head. "We thought Jonah and Noah were girls."

"Are you serious?" I ask laughing.

She nods her head. "Every time they'd take a sonogram they were positioned weird so we could never really tell." She shrugs. "So I'm guessing things with you and Daniel are okay?"

I laugh and blush. "Yeah."

"What about you and Maya?"

I sigh and shrug. "She hasn't spoken to me."

Alyssa nods and takes another sip of her coffee. "She'll come around."

"Everyone keeps saying that. But sometimes she looks at me like she hates me." I mutter.

"It's jealousy." Alyssa states.

"But why? It's not like she actually ever felt a real connection with Daniel." I point out.

"I don't think she's jealous that you're with him. I think she's jealous that you have someone and she doesn't."