And so on. ( Sequal to That Night [studxstud] )

"Nell please tell me you not thinking about hearing her out??" Kay said looking irritated.

"Apart of me wants to hear what she has to say but I will not be acting on that. So you don't gotta worry. I promise."

Emina has been all of a sudden blowing up my phone. It's been two, damn near three, years. I'm not understanding why she's tryna spin the block again. But that shit ain't happening.

Me and Kay been happy. Ain't nobody disturbing that.

"Shit just seems to be messy with her, and we been good. I prefer we keep it that way" Kay said as she finished folding laundry. "And I prefer it that way too", I pecked her lips.

I just looked at her, gazing at her warm toned skin and aura. It's crazy to think I had lost her before over some bullshit. "Stop staring at me" she laughed, pulling me out my head.

"I cant help it"-I stepped forward and softly pulled her into me-"You wanna have a baby? Let's have a baby"

"You all in them feelings today huh"

"And if I am? You know I love you. You love me back?" I looked her in her eyes. "Yes I love you back."

I spent the rest of the night expressing my feelings. Verbally emotionally and physically.

"Baby please, i'm too sleepy" she let out as her head tilted over as I stood behind her, kissing her neck.

I grabbed her by her waist and spun her to face me followed by gently grabbing her face and laying my love on her lips through kisses.

I had her leaned against her vanity in our bedroom. Before I did anything else, I stopped and grabbed her hands. "Kay, are you in love with me?", I couldn't make eye contact.

"What?"

"You say you love me but are you in love with me? Are you sure I'm the person you wanna be with? You"- she cut me off - "Nell literally shut up". She pulled me over the bed, having me sit next to her.

She made sure to make eye contact.

I guess you could say I still have some open wounds. I'm over all better but the wounds that Emina left still bleed sometimes.

"Nell I realized I was in love with you that day we went to the aquarium. And you're absolutely who I want to be with, ain't nobody out here like you, ain't nobody like Nell. And anybody would be a fool to lose you while having the chance to keep you in their life" she sounded all sweet.

One thing is with Kay, she's patient with me. And I like that she's so gentle. She reminds me that it's okay to soft.

"I'm sorry, it's just whenever I'm in my head bout how much I care for you I start thinking you might not feel the same way".

"Don't apologize. And I assure you I feel the same. And I'll do anything to show and remind you" she said as she grabbed my face and pecked my lips.

She pushed me back on the bed and climbed on top of me. She kissed up by my ears making my eyes roll a little bit.

I move my hands up from her waist into shirt undoing her bra. I felt her smile as she kissed on my neck.

3AM.

UNKNOWN:
You gotta respond at some point Nell.
I think about you all day every day.
Don't tell me you don't miss me..

I know I fucked up but please.
I literally have nobody right now,
I just want you... I've never did no
shit like this before.

NELL:
stop texting me. i'm with kay and
i'm good. step off or you're blocked.

I woke up to kay staring at me like she was waiting on me to wake up. "well goo-" she ain't let me finish. "baby let's get a puppy" she said full of excitement.

couldn't tell her no, so that's what we did.

"look at this one, he's so cute. he kinda looks like you" she said as she pointed at the dog through the glass. "How does a dog look like me?" I laughed. "He just does!"

We walked around some more and eventually we found one that grabbed both our eye.

We got everything he would need that same day. Food, toys, bowls, etc. Expensive but worth it. Kay just couldn't set him down.

"I'm giving you the full honor of naming him" Kay said as we pulled into the drive way. "Really?" I said surprised. "Mhmmm"

"Hm...okay i have two options and you gotta choose the final one. Kenni, with an i, or Judo"

"Judo for sure. You know.. technically this is our first baby. Maybe our second will be human and not canine" she glanced over at me.

"Yeah?" I said trying not to smile too hard but I don't think I could help it. "Yessss. Now let's go set stuff up for our baby Judo." she said as she got out the car.

JUDO.

Once she got out, I opened my messages to go reread the messages that Emina said. Wondering about what she would say if I replied. But when I open our convo, it says I sent a message...that I didn't send.

"..I'm with Kay and I'm good, step off.." I mumble out loud.

Should it bother me this much that she sent that? I mean what she said was valid and true but it's making me feel some sort of way.
I don't like that.

Kay steps back outside motioning me to come inside so i did.

Me and Kay set everything everything up for Judo but while doing so, the vibe was off.
For me at least.

"Do you need space or something, what is it??"

"Look man. I just don't appreciate what you did." I slide my hand across my mouth.

"What did I do? I'm confused?"

I paused before I was about to reply but she spoke first. "Oh. I know what you're talking bout. Question, why does it matter to you?"

"It doesn't, I just don't like that you replied. I didn't want there to be a reply" ...... i lied. I wanted there to be a reply, just not that one.

"Okay well what's done is done. It doesn't even matter, she needs to back off already. Unless you don't want her to..." she raised her brow.

"I do, absolutely, you know you're all I need, want, and breathe. But I can't help but be curious. That don't mean Im gonna interact though. But honestly it's whatever you want, I don't wanna make you upset or start anything. I'll delete the messages and everything"

"Thank you" she said followed by a kiss.

My phone started ringing, unexpectedly I got a call from someone I ain't spoke to in a minute.

Kaiya.