And so on. ( Sequal to That Night [studxstud] )

Kay.
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When I woke up I saw the bathroom door cracked with the light on. It sounded like nell was talking to someone, I couldn't hear who it was until she said her name.

"Alright I'll meet you there" was the only thing I processed. What could they need to meet up for...

Nell came out the bathroom and when she saw I was awake she paused for a split second before saying "good morning kay" and giving me a forehead kiss.

I said it back followed by a "what are you meeting Emina for?"

She looked like she didn't want to answer my question. The fuck..

"I lowkey went off on her nd her girl..or whatever she is, the other day. Just gonna go apologize type shit." she replied, but she sounded distant.

"Okay well.. why didn't you tell me that? like what happened? I'm not tryna press you or nothing but I just feel like that's unusual for you.."
"I guess I just wasn't in the mood to talk about it, truth is I was still mad when I got home last night. Plus it kinda seems like every mention of Emina makes you uncomfortable anyway, which i get."she said sitting at the end of the bed.

"I guess. Imma take Judo for a walk. I'll be back later, probably when you get back." I stood up & walked to the closet. Threw on my light blue hoodie to match my grey sweats, and put on my tennis shoes. I left before she could even think about responding.

NELL.
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At the lake, that same spot.

"Hey" I said as I walked up Emina. I joined her & sat next to her. "You remember when we first talked here?" she said as she observed everything around us, as if she was reminiscing.

"Yeah, it's crazy how long ago that was".
"I don't think you know how bad..never mind" she laughed off whatever she was gonna say.

"What is it? I don't think what?" my brow raises.

"well fuck it might as well get it all out. I don't think you know how badly I missed you after our whole situation. Look, I know things with me can get hectic and unstable, I know that. I'm aware of my problems and it may not seem like it but I do regret when I hurt people, I regret when I hurt you. You especially. I'm not gonna give you any of my fuck ass excuses. But I want you to be aware of the fact that I regret doing anything at all that fucked up the relationship between me and you. Because whether it was just us being friends..or more, you made me feel okay. you made me feel at home. and I fucked around & fucked it all up. and I just wanna say, I'm sorry." she made sure to lock eyes with me when she apologized.

I didn't interrupt her, I listened to every word.
I ain't know what to say. Should I start with the fact that i lowkey missed her too? Or that I forgive her?
I'm feeling too many things right now.

"Kay isn't gonna like this" I spit out. "What? Me saying sorry and wanting us to be good? That's some BS." she shrugged her shoulders.

"Nah..well yeah. but i'm talking about this" I stand up and pull Emina by her hand with me and walk her to my car since it was already un locked.

We both got in the back seat.

I sat on her lap, facing her. "Yo are you good..i'm real confused" she said as her eyes flickered between mine and my lips.
"I'm really not sure what i'm doing but i can't seem to stop whatever the fuck imma do. I've missed you, a lot. I would see your text messages and always wanted to respond. I heard that you truly went through it and i really wish i would've been there for you. And I'm sorry that i wasn't." was all i could say.

"I have a question Nell" she made direct eye contact. "Hm?"

"You love me?"

I didn't answer. I kissed her.

- veryyyyy short one again y'all i'm sorryyyy. Consider this Part One of Chapter Six!
Been busy busy busy but i ain't forgot about yall!