And so on. ( Sequal to That Night [studxstud] )

FEW DAYS PAST.

EMINA

Kay wanted to meet with me, she came over to my house. alone..

"So where JJ been? After that whole thing with Nell's cousin, i don't ever see him no more.." kay said as she sat next to me on the couch.

"yea cause he's a damn psycho, i never would've thought he'd do some shit like that. i don't wanna be around no nigga like that.."

"It was crazy. But that's not what i came here to talk about..."

"so....wassup then? and why didn't you bring nell, not that she needed to be here but i mean y'all are always together and it just doesn't make sense for y'all..not to be..?" i rambled.

"I came alone because I wanted a one on one with you. Everything I said about us caring, and wanting to help you was true. But knowing you, things can get a little...messy. All i'm saying is, respect the relationship that me & nell have. please..." she said staring at her fumbling fingers

"Oh wow." I rolled my eyes. She make me wanna test the boundaries now, wasnt nobody thinking of doing that shit till now.

"And Emina im not trying to be rude, i just wanted to make it said. I really really love and care about her and I don't think I could handle something happening.."

"Sooo this about you not being able to handle heartbreak? And if something WAS to happen, and it won't, it wouldn't be on me. It would be on whoever doesn't understand the definition of loyalty" I shrugged.

She raised her brow. "Don't push it. I just wanted to establish that and go."

"you ever think about..that moment we had that one time?" i say randomly.

She pauses and stares at me before responding. "We don't speak of it. Ever."

"Why?" i ask genuinely curious.

flashback.

we were at our annual group hang out. before that included Nell.
We took a beach trip. It got dark. Kay walked off from the group and sat alone in the sand, in her lilac bikini.

During that time, me and Liz were together. What happened next wasn't intentional. But it did happen. It started with me going to ask what was wrong, but at some point the liquor spoke, thought, and made our every next move.

I went and sat beside her. We made small talk for what felt like 0.3 seconds because next thing I know, one hand is caressing her face & our lips are connected. I wish I could say it was just a kiss...

Those lilac bikini bottoms did NOT stop my hand from dancing.

Present.

"Because it was a mistake. No one needs to know about it, so we don't talk about it." she said, I notice her grip getting tighter on her phone. "But I wanna talk about it. Yeah we were drunk but you know after that, it was all I thought about? well you were all I thought about. That was the closest we've ever been in any way and I liked it. But you shutting me out and avoiding me for weeks afterwards was crazy" I say as I reminisce.

She sits back down. "What else was I supposed to do? I had got..I had done something with my friends girlfriend. The guilt and shame ate me alive and still does to this day. No one can know Emina. I'm begging you." she looks me in my eyes, I can see her pleading.

"Can you relax, Im not gonna tell anybody. But it's way overdue that we confront it." I reply.

"How the hell do we even do that? It doesn't even matter anymore."

"It don't? So we can finally come forward and tell everybody, since it doesn't matter." I shrug.

"me and nell are engaged" she bursts out and quickly stands back up.

"We weren't planning on telling anyone yet but emina please do not tell her about that. or that i just told you our big news. Nell would start to question her trust with me if she ever found out and i just.. just no. I'm gonna leave." she dashed out the door afterwards.

I sat for a second, chest feeling heavy.

Later that day.

"Ight so you done got me in this fucked up ass situation because you ain't know how to be quiet, what the hell im supposed to do?" i say as I go to sit down in my car while on the phone.

Lia: "Mina I'm sorry. I ain't mean for my family to find out. I know they're homophobic and all but I never thought they'd take it this far. I'm so sorry"

"Look man.."-i take a deep breath and think before speaking-"it's not your fault. however I'd really appreciate if you could get the green light off my back. Your brother telling me he's gonna get me for turning his lil sister gay does not make me feel safe.."

Lia: "I know and i'm sorry. If I can get this worked out though, can we keep seeing each other...? I know we just hunching n shit but I wanna get to know you foreal."

Before responding, my feels I have for Nell flash over me. But Nell don't care about what we were no more so why should I? Past is the past. And then I remember my ventures with Kaiya...I should really stop hurting that girl.

"Ight bet. But only if you get them calm foreal. Keep me updated?"

Lia: "Yea mama i'll keep you updated. And I wanna see you again soon."

"We might can make that happen." I reply.

Lia: "My momma just pulled up, imma get her to calm everyone down. Not sure what's hard to understand..love it love goddamnit!"

"Agreed, but hey imma go. Hit me back afterwards okay?"

Lia: "Yes ma'am. Bye Mina baby."

"Bye Lia" i say as start my car up.
I was sitting outside work, well at least that's what I call it. Had to pick something up.

And now it's time to run my routes and do my drops.

first drop.
"Wassup lil E" old man Roland says as he stands up to greet me. "Yo. You got the money?"
"You always in a damn rush. Yea I got the money, you got my sugar?" he says with a raised brow. I slide it to him as I take the cash out his hand. "Ight im out" i walk away.

second drop.
"Hey baby" Ms Harper says as she looks me up and down. "Hey Ms Harper" i say with a smirk.

Now, Ms Harper was something different. She say she only fuck with men but she gives me heavy gay cougar vibes, and that? imma have some of. She look real good for her age.

"Now I don't have the full amount of money right now, is there anyway we can work something out?" she says with a begging expression. Bingo.

"Well Ms Harper.."-I step in closer to her-"There's one thing, if you're down I mean. I could take care of the second half of your payment...and we could smoke afterwards" I look down to her lips.

She looks intrigued. She steps in closer breaking whatever space between us was left. "Mhm" she smirked and pulled me into her apartment through the door behind us.

"I have a question for you Ms Harper" I say as I place my hands around her waist. "You ever been with a woman?" I ask with a raised brow. "Never have, but I guess I'm about to be with one right now huh" she says as she places my hands on her titties and massages them with my hands.

I took it real slow with her..in the beginning. But Ms Harper ain't bout that sweet shit. She like it rough.