Twisted journey

Ryan's pov

I was crazily mad at the pair of people sitting beside me.

The way that bastard looked at Sarah and the way Sarah smiled gratefully like he is someone so special to her. I lost control and did something horrible.

I was not in my right mind when I blurted out the words.

The eyes in which I wanted to see love for me were full blank as there was no will to leave. Tears were flowing down but there were no emotions.

She left me again. She loved me and I doubted her. I followed her but she disappeared in seconds.

"What happened to her?" A manly voice which pissed me came.

"NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!!!" I spat.

"Ryan, it's nothing like you think. We are just friends."

"Get out of my sight."

I turned to find my love.

"Ryan, you don't know Sarah's condition! How could you make her cry? I saw her cry for the first time. She was emotionless from the moment I saw her. Can't you see love in her eyes when she talks to you. And if you are concerned about our relationship, I AM GAY."

I stopped. I stood there like a statue. How can someone call her emotionless when I saw a galaxy of emotions in her eyes every moment I saw her.

"Tell.. me everything. Every FUCKING thing that happened."

"Sure. But I'll tell you in short then go find her." I hummed.

"Sarah is not okay, Ryan. She was threatened by her aunt and was forced to leave you and marry me. But due to my sexuality I rejected. But Sarah couldn't come to you as she was guilty. Then your aunt tried to marry her off with your friend Jacob but she ran away before the engagement.

She struggled too much resulting in mental problems. She was depressed as she always missed you. She needed you but she couldn't bring herself to you. She didn't eat anything and was even not able to sleep. I suggested she go to the doctor and after so much convincing she agreed.

She had anxiety attacks too because her uncle tried to sexually abuse her but at the right time I saw. It was not at all easy for her. She was getting better after she ran away. But after all these things the only moment I can see some emotions or delight in her eyes were when she talked about you. I always wondered that if destiny doesn't bring you together, I'll never believe in love.

The love that girl has for you is just unexplainable, Ryan. She thinks that she doesn't deserve you and you'll definitely get the girl you want but not anyone in this world can love you like her.

She can sacrifice anything for you. The moment she saw you the guilt inside her got stronger. So she was concerned about it and was fighting with her feelings. I was just convincing her to talk to you. But you messed up everything."

I was listening to all of this without breathing when I felt warm liquid falling into my neck. It was tears.

What the hell I did. I messed up everything... every damn thing.

"Go... Ryan... go. Find her. She needs you."

I ran without thinking for a single moment. I looked everywhere. Her phone was ringing but she was not answering. I quickly called one of my friends to track the location. But it was difficult as it was pouring heavily and the network was weak. After an hour I finally found the location.

I didn't think for a moment running there as all I wanted to see was her.

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After 30 minutes of sprinting my heart stopped by the sight.