Forever Mine [L.P] *Sequel*

(Kayla's POV)

I opened my eyes and realize I was laying on Liam's chest, his hand stroking my back softly. "Li," I said.

"Morning, baby. You feeling alright?" I turn and look at him and nod.

"How bad was I?" I asked him.

"Not bad at all. You were just being haunted by your PTSD," he told me with a bit of sarcasm. I sighed and let my head fall onto his body again.

I feel bad. I feel bad that he has to deal with this. Last night was incredibly rough and I just need a rebound almost. I feel bad for coming in here, but I just needed to be with somebody. I felt bad that I woke Liam up again, but it felt all too real. But Dave, he's gone! I shouldn't feel like this.

"It's okay. It's not your fault," he promised, stroking my hair. "But I was thinking- and it's only of you wanna do it." I lift my head again and sit on my arms, moving my hair onto my shoulder. "What if we go to a doctor or therapist to help with your PTSD. Because you've had flashes for over a year and quite frankly, it's tearing you apart."

Liam is right. My PTSD has been killing me for the past year in a half. Jesse suggested it a long time ago but I shot it down because I thought it wasn't PTSD. But now that I'm seeing to what it's creating for me (the lack of sleep, breakdowns, nightmares), I just have to draw the line here!

"Do you think it'll put any stop to anything we've been working on for the past few weeks?" I asked out of worry.

"Don't worry about that. The only thing that matters and my concern right now is to get the attention you need. I want you to be both physically and mentally healthy. Your health is super important to me, and I know it's super important to you. The least we could do is postpone it back if we need to. We'll still get our time off, I promise." Taking it all in and seeing Liam's point, I nod in agreement.

"Can we try?" He nods.

"Absolutely. If you're 100% sure!" I nod again.

"Let's do it!" I said. He smiled at me and looked at the clock on his wall.

"Well, the boys have breakfast ready, so why don't you go get dressed and we can go meet them downstairs, alright?" Nodding, I kiss Liam before rolling out of his bed and walking out and back to my room.

I head to my closet for an . I walked to my bathroom to change. Brushing my hair out, I put it back in a low before leaving the bathroom.

Grabbing my rings, I head back to the main part of the house just as Liam exited his room. We both walked downstairs when we were greeted. "Good morning," Harry said to us. I smile at them.

"Hi," I said. Niall walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my neck, hugging me from behind.

"You doing okay?" He asked in my ear.

"Yeah," I answered.

"You need anything, talk to me." I nod at him.

"I will," I whispered back before he let me go and I walked back to the table where Liam had two plates of our .

After having a silent breakfast with the boys, I went to my messages and texted Liam, even though he was right next to me.

Me:

Should we tell them?

Liam's phone buzzed and he picked up his phone. I had my arm hooked in his, laying my head on his arm. He opened my text and read before messaging me back.

Liam💕🦋:

personally, I think we should.

it's all up to you. I don't want to pressure you.

Me:

I think we should inform them at least. Niall's gonna have a cow if he finds out and I never told him, lol!

Liam scoffed beside me as a grin was plastered on my face from my joke.

Liam💕🦋:

lmao, can't wait to see that!

Giggling, I message him back,

Me:

shut up 😂

We both put our phones down and looked around the table at the boys. "Hey, I have to tell you guys something," I said. "So Zayn, can you come back?" I asked him, whom was behind us in the kitchen. He hummed his answer of yes before returning back to his seat.

"We talked this morning...Kayla has been continuing her nightmares," Liam explained. All except Niall's faces dropped. Niall clearly knew about it though so I expected nothing less of his reaction, which was him looking down at his fingers, playing with them.

"And he thinks I should go to see a doctor or maybe a therapist to help with my PTSD," I informed them.

"If it's gotten worse, I definitely think you should, love," Louis told me.

"Yeah, absolutely. We want you healed physically and emotionally. And if that's what you need to do, I say do it," Zayn commented at the left end of the table.

"Exactly. We all want what's best for you, Kay. And if this is it, do it!" Niall added.

"We support you no matter what and we will stand with you through the thick and thin, hell and back, nightmare to nightmare," Harry finished. "And we're not going anywhere!" I smiled at him as he gave me a soothing smile. There's my best friend for ya!

I look at Liam and he nods. "Your call, love." Liam grabbed my hand and I took a deep breath. This is what I need. And I need it now.

"Let's do it!"