video message || minizerk || completed

'Today, I decided it was the final straw.
This is what you will see.

You were late out of bed this morning, and I know that you've been... You've been hurting again.

I can't bear to see you with your sleeves pulled down over your hands, Josh. I can't bear to see that you have to hide bruises across your skin.

I can't bear the feeling that I'm doing this to you.'

Is this really what I want?

'I don't want to do this. I want to stay here, to kiss it better, to stop you hurting- but I can't help how I feel. I can't sit here and make you worse.

I've started having nightmares too, Josh.

I don't see how you have put up with this so long.

I swore this would be the video I finally sent. Lucky number four.'

'I guess I've never been good at keeping my promises.'

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