「 intractable | kang daniel 」 ?

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I wanted to see him, yes. But I know I can't. I shouldn't. I don't want to show myself and give in his words. But I can't let him barge in here. My dad would be furious if he finds out Daniel has been here whether it's inside or outside. I bit my lip harshly and made my way down the stairs. I'll surely regret it, damn.

I passed the gates, escaping the guards. Daniel's car was parked near the house and when I got outside, he drove away. I was relieved at that. Guards can't see him too, they will report everything to my father. I went to the alley where he used to drop me off when he insisted bringing me home. It was a few blocks away from the house, I'm sure he went there.

I saw his car and immediately went towards it. My heart pounding loud inside my chest. He got out before I could even get to his car. He opened the passenger's seat. "Get in." He said coldly while giving me an icy stare. I lowered my head and gulped before sliding inside. He slammed the door before circling around the car to get inside.

Silence enveloped the both of us. Neither of us talking or making a sound. It was deafening. It wasn't like this before and I know it's my fault. I can't take the silence any longer so I decided to speak. "You have to leave, dad will be-"

"I don't care if he'll get mad, I want to talk to you." He said, voice still cold. "I told you we already talked. I said everything I wanted to say." He looked at me so I averted my gaze and stared outside the window. "No, you never said a single thing you wanted. You only told me things you thought was right which are all damn frustrating lies from you." I swallowed the lump forming in my throat.

"Stop trying to run away from me, Saeron. It's useless. No matter how much you try to ignore me or push me away, I'll just keep running back to you." His voice became softer and more soothing it makes me want to melt. My heart ached at his words. I hope it's that easy not to run away from him. Nothing is easy.

It's not even easy to push him away.

"I.. I should leave, you should too. I'm sure d-dad's coming back. You have to go before he sees us." It was an excuse, dad isn't coming back until tomorrow night. But I have to get away from here, away from Daniel before I do anything stupid that I will definitely regret later.

I turned to open the door but he held my wrist. "Please, don't leave me." I shook my head trying to shrug him away from my thoughts but I couldn't. Tears are threatening to spill from my eyes as he turned me back to look at him.

"You and I know I have to leave. It's either you leave or I will." I said in a cold voice, not sparing him a glance. "No one's going to leave. So please, stay." I couldn't handle the way he speak with his beautiful raspy voice. I wanted to melt at his words.

"Daniel.. please don't make this hard for me." I pleaded as tears streamed down my face. He wiped every single tear falling from my eyes. "I can't... I can't make you leave me. It's harder for me to just let you leave me like that. I won't let you go, ever."

My chest tightened as I saw pain in his eyes. He was hurt and so was I. It was hard for me and so was it for him. I'm being selfish and he is too. This thing is really a damn mess. "I don't know what I should do, I don't want to hurt you, and dad.. I don't want to feel this pain, Daniel please make it stop." I sobbed, he looked at me with eyes filled with love while he mumbled sweet things to me.

It felt like a lullaby in my ears. His voice.. I'd trade anything just to keep hearing his voice.

"I love you, Saeron and we both know you love me too," He stared at me softly and caressed my cheeks. "If you can't fight alone then I will fight with you. I'll be your strength cause your damn mine. I'll fight with you cause I'll fucking fight for you." I inhaled sharply and felt the hot liquid falling down from my eyes. He wiped it with his thumbs as his eyes fell down.

"Your lip.. it's bleeding," I looked away. "I told you, stop biting your lip." I heard his sharp intake of breath before he lifted my chin. I suddenly felt his warm lips against mine. My eyes widened but his were closed tightly while he savor my lips. My heart was racing fast and all I could think was his touch, his scent and his kiss.

I slowly closed my eyes and kissed him back. I felt his other arm wrap on my waist as he pulled me closer to him. I let him devour my mouth as the kiss deepened more. I tasted the blood from my lip but the sweetness of his lips was more indulging. It's intoxicating, so addicting that it makes me want more.

I missed this, I miss him. I miss everything about him. Thinking that I might fully let go of him makes my heart hurt more. I couldn't imagine myself losing everything about him. Losing him. I don't want to let go of him, I want him, his presence, his touch, his lips and his warm hugs.

I wanted to hear his soothing deep voice every day, his heartily laugh. His smile that brings fluttering feeling inside my chest. He's the only one who gave me pure happiness. He's the one who made me feel loved. I can't afford to lose someone like him. But how?

How should I fight for him when it's my beloved father I have to go through?

The thoughts were brushed away when he suddenly pulled away. We both panted for breath, his eyes piercing through me. "Saeron, I-"

I cut him off by kissing him again. He was taken back at my sudden move. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him like it was what makes me alive. He relaxed after that and returned it in the same intensity. I felt his smile in between kisses. I shouldn't have kissed him, I should've pulled away. But right now my mind isn't thinking clearly as my heart dominated everything.

After all this is where I should be, this is where I want to be. In his arms, wrapped in his warmth. I don't know what I will do next but right now my heart is aching so badly for him, for the two of us. And for our love that is forbidden.

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「 author's note 」

Ahhh so glad I was able to update! How was it? Tell me what y'all think!! Please do vote and comment! Thank you very much and happy reading..

So dead anxious for our presentations daamnn.

-tey

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