I Wouldn't be With You, Even if I Wanted to Be (Steve-O Love Story)

It was 1 am and I was lying in and staring at the ceiling. Steve-O on the air mattress, snoring incredibly loud, but that wasn't what was keeping me up. I couldn't stop thinking about the man right next to me. All I wanted to do was to be able to call him mine and kiss him whenever I wanted. It's been a day since our little pool encounter and throughout that time I've been a mess. Every time I get around him I turn into a nervous, jittery mess.I never get nervous, so this is pretty damn new to me. I've had a crush before, but this was so much more. I never ever felt this way toward Drew or any other man for that matter. This was so foreign to me. And I hated every second of it. I've never been one to bottle up my feelings. I'm just a bomb waiting to explode right now. I need to tell him how I feel before he leaves. I know this isn't the perfect time to do it, but if I don't do this now I'll lose all my courage and never tell him. At least if he rejects me I'll have some sort of closure, right? Quietly I got out of bed and walked to the side of the air mattress. "Steve-O" I whispered as I shook him lightly. "Hmm" he mumbled with his eyes closed. "I know this isn't a great time, but I need to tell you something" I said with butterflies in my stomach. He opened his eyes and sat up slowly. "What's up?" he asked huskily. "Alright I know it's late and this is super random and you probably hate me anyways, but I won't have this kind of confidence in the morning. Steve-O I really, really like you, like a lot. Yeah I know I'm a bitch to you and it may seem like I'm always on my period when you talk to me. And you probably think I'm pretty damn pathetic, but I'm head over heels for you. I know I do-" I was cut off by Steve-O kissing me passionately. I was a bit shocked at first, but after it wore off I melted into it. "You're right, you're kinda a bitch, but you're a incredibly sexy one that I'm head over heels for too" he said quietly into my lips. I giggled lightly and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him closer and making the kiss more intense. As we were making out there was a popping noise and the air mattress deflated slowly. O and I burst into laughter and climbed onto the bed. "Jeffs gonna be pissed that we popped his air mattress." Steve-O chuckled. "No he's gonna be pissed that we popped it while making out" I giggled. Steve-O groaned and pinched the bridge of his nose. "I think it's best if we're honest with him. It'll be worse if we hide it, but that is if we're even together. You'll probably regret all of this in the morning" I sighed quietly. Steve-O looked at me with a serious look. "Eva I will never regret this. You're the most beautiful, wonderful, straight forward person I've ever met. I've wanted to be with you since the first moment I laid eyes on you. Even if you were strangling me with your eyes. E you're mine and that's how it's going to stay" he said sweetly before kissing me again. "I'm tired" I yawned, Steve-O laughed and held me against his chest. "Goodnight Eva" he said as he kissed my forehead. "Goodnight Steve-O" I mumbled before falling asleep in his arms.