Little Zhang || Exo

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

3rd person-

"Baekhyun no!" Junmyeon cried as baekhyun swung his fist around, hitting chanyeols jaw. Chanyeol flinched and stumbled back, groaning in the process.

"Baekhyun what the actual fu-"

"By the time I'm done with you chanyeol, you're going to wish my sister really had left without a word." Yixing hissed, striding towards him and grabbing his collar tightly in his balled fists. "Why the fuck would you say that to her?!"

"Both of you need to calm the hell down!" Junmyeon shouted, pulling yixing away from Chanyeol roughly, glaring at both him and baekhyun.

There was no need to resort to violence.

Kyungsoo huffed and walked towards the coat peg next to the front door. He picked up chanyeols coat and walked up to him, shoving it in his hands.
"I get that you're angry at her. I'm mad at her too. But you're also in the wrong. Right now, the only important thing is that Chenlu is upset and is out there alone. Go and find her. " he ordered, pushing chanyeol towards the door.

He purses his lips together, unsure if he was ready to talk to her yet. If he was being completely honest with himself, he wasn't at all mad that she was going back to china. He was upset that she was leaving him, he wasn't ready for her to go just yet. He sighed and nodded his head, ashamed of his actions.

His words. His cruel, cruel words.

It was as if he'd taken everything he knew about Chenlu, everything that she'd told him in complete trust and just spat it back against her.

Just like Donghyuck. Just like Haneul and just like Hyejeong. Her best friend.

He was no better than any of them.

"You just don't get it Chanyeol." Chenlu said, playing with her fingers. "I just want to do something with my life. I want to be more than just a 25 year old girl who's terrified of everything."

She sighed as she stood up, pacing up and down on the roof of SM entertainments building. She ran a hand through her and pursed her lips, struggling what to say next.

"I guess... I just don't want too- I don't want to have to-" she groaned as she pulled at her her hair and threw her self on the ground, looking at the sky and breathing heavily. "Why the hell are you like this? Why couldn't you just say it with your chest? Why did you put it off for this long? Jesus Christ Chenlu I'm so pissed off you with you right now!!" She yelled as she rolled across the ground in a tantrum.

"A-are you reenacting what happened between you and me or are you talking to my cardboard cut out?" Chanyeol asked, raising an eyebrow as he stood by the door.

Chenlu groaned and covered her face with her hands. "Which one makes me seem less crazy?"

"Neither." He snorted, folding his arms as he strode towards her, sitting down next to where she lay.

"okay fine, I was talking to the cut out." She huffed, pushing her lip out into a pout earning a giggle from him.

"Why didn't you tell us you were going back to China?" He asked, placing a hand on her shoulder. "And why can't you just stay here."

Chenlu sighed and stood up, walking away from Chanyeol, silencing him when he asked what she was doing. She sighed and stood behind chanyeols cardboard cut out.

"Chenlu-"

"Have you ever watched Mulan?" She asked, scratching her head.

"Well yeah but-"

"She sings the song reflection after the she messed up in the whole marriage thing or whatever right? But it's kind of relatable. People see me but they don't see me. They see this short, 'pretty' quiet  girl who's older brother is in South Korea's most popular boy band. They don't see my pain, or what I've been through. They don't see Chenlu. They see zhang yixings little sister and that bugs me so much. It's like I lost my identity or better yet, I never existed at all because even back in China I was always referred to his little sister. I know it's not his fault and id never want him to feel like like it's his fault, it just sucks." She explained from behind the cardboard cutout.

"Why couldn't you say this to my face?"

"Because for once I just want to avoid the pitiful stares." She mumbled, she took a deep breath before pushing the cutout over, coming face to face with him. "I didn't want to have to rely on you all the time. I want to be successful too, in my own way. I want my parents to brag about me as well. Is that so wrong?"

Chanyeol smiled softly and shook his head and walked towards her, pulling her In for a tight hug. "You know what I see when I look at you?" He asked, stroking her hair softly. "I see a beautiful, talented young girl who's got so much potential and this big elf is sorry for getting so mad." He kissed her forehead lovingly and g

She chuckled and shook her head, "I shouldn't have put it off for so long. I just couldn't bring myself to do it. You guys are like my brothers."

He choked on his spit and pulled away from her quickly, his hands resting on her shoulders. "B- brothers?"

"Obviously not you." She giggled, poking his cheek, frowning when she noticed the bruise forming on his face. "Dude what happened."

"Baekhyun punched me-"

"He what?" She repeated in disbelief, her jaw dropping. "Wha- why?"

He opened his mouth to tell her why, but he thought it would best not too, knowing she'd feel guilty for partially being the reason why that Chanyeol and the boys had fallen out. He shook his head, shrugging it off and changing the topic by telling her that the boys were on their way up.

"Chenlu?"

"Mhm?"

"Let's go on a date."

"A- A w-what?"

"Chenlu?!" Yixing shouted as he opened the door. Looking around, his eyes darting around the roof frantically for his sister. Sighing in relief when he saw her and darted towards her, inspecting her body for any injuries. "Are you okay?! I'm so sorry I didn't come earlier! I- why is your face so red?"