Stupid Triangle

"You felt something didn't you" Lauren told me when we pulled away.

"Yea I did but Lauren I'm dating your sister" I said taking a step back. "Lauren you're a great girl and I do have feelings for you but I just don't think I could do this. Lisa is my girlfriend and I do love her"

"But you just said you have feelings for me" Lauren pointed out.

"Lauren I-I'm sorry, I can't do this. Tell Lisa I'll call her" I said before leaving the Cimorelli house.

Once I got home I stormed into my room slamming the door. No one was home so if I started screaming they wouldn't know. Which is what I did.

I was frustrated, angry, confused, lost. What am I suppose to do?! I feel something strong for Lisa and Lauren. Lisa she's funny, caring, smart, down to earth, she's awkward which I just find incredibly adorable. Lauren is outgoing, smart, funny. Lisa has this affect on my that just makes me incredibly happy, she's always making vines with me or when I'm watching her doing her own vines I laugh so hard that she makes me leave. Lauren makes me feel this burning sensation. When she kissed me is something I didn't feel with Lisa. When I kiss Lisa it's loving and soft.

I can't really explain how the two make me feel. I know that I am only gonna be able to be with 1 of them.

I just hate this stupid triangle.

I love Lisa I really do but these feelings for Lauren I don't even know.

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A/N sorry short chapter😕