Stupid Triangle

A/N I have my first race tomorrow and I gotta be up by 4am so I might not update tomorrow. And what do you guys think of the new cover for this story? I have mix feelings about it.

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The girls were filming a video today, Lauren invited me to go but since it was on my boat I couldn't go because I get really sea sick. I didn't tell her that I kissed Lisa, either way it was a dick move kissing Lisa. Even though I don't regret it one bit. Since I wasn't doing anything and the girls would be out all day, I invited Ryan over to help me film a new video.

"RY MAN IS IN THE HOOOOUSE!" Ryan yelled coming up the stairs into my room.

"What's up Ry" I greeted putting a book back on the shelf.

"So where are we filming this video?" He asked throwing himself on my bed.

"I set the stuff up on the roof" I told him.

"Why the roof?"

"I thought it'd be fun plus the lighting is great"

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"What up YouTube it's your girl Kaitlyn here with my best friend because he payed me to say that Ryan James" I said motioning to Ryan.

"Yea right to payed me to be your best friend"

"Whatever, anyway we are gonna do the best friend tag. We each wrote down questions to ask each other who ever gets an answer wrong the person gets pie, cake, and whatever other Deseret we have here. So it should be fun."

We played Rock Paper Scissors 3 times and Ryan won so he was asking me a question first. Ryan took a blueberry pie in his hand moving it up and down with his hand.

"Why blueberry I hate blueberries" I complained, and pouted.

"Stop whining. Okay so first question, what is my favorite color?" He asked.

"Purple...wait...blue... Leopard print...orange! FUCK I DONT KNOW! WAIT GREEN!"

"Yes it's green, and did you say leopard print?"

"I umm...nothing okay my turn" I said changing the subject. "Who's my male crush?"

"Wait you have a male crush?! What the hell! How am I suppose to know this!"

"Well if you don't know then.." I said picking up a strawberry short cake.

"Wow I'm taking a chance on this but umm... Shawn Mendes?" He said unsure.

"Ugh that's right." I said, disappointed because I couldn't throw the cake in his face.

"Okay my turn. What is the only movie that made me cry?"

"The fault in our stars" I said taking a guess, I wasn't so sure it was right.

"What the fuck no."

"Wait what! You're so heartless!" I yelled at him.

"I'm being honest I didn't cry during the movie or the book"

"How the hell are we friends!"

"The movie I cried during was Bolt"

"ARE YOU SERIOUS! HOW EVEN!"

"It's sad the dog thought he had powers but he didn't and when he found out it's just so..I can't even explain it"

"Wow you're heartless"

"So I get to do this now" Ryan said and slammed the blueberry pie in my face, taking me off guard.

"I think there's a blueberry up my nose" I said once he removed the pie tin off my face. "Okay what is my favorite 5sos song?" I asked, taking off some of the pie off my face.

"Shit! Um Gotta Be You"

"What the fuck is wrong with you!" I told him and slammed cake in his face and pie behind his head. "That's a one direction song idiot!"

"What I don't listen to them"

"So Gotta Be You came out in like 2012. My favorite 5sause song is Heartbreak Girl. God we shouldn't be friends."

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"Well we are finished with the questions" I said looking into the camera. "But we still have cake left over so we're just gonna eat them" I said then without warning I slammed the cake in my hand on Ryan's face.

"Aw bitch" Ryan said taking the cherry pie and slamming it on my head.

"Anyway that's it for this video guys follow my social media down below, Ryan's stuff is also down there. Thanks for watching and you're beautiful and I love you a lot"

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Once we showered we were finally pie and cake free, it took a while to clean the roof though. It was around 8pm, I was in the kitchen putting chips in a bowl since Ryan and I wanted to watch the Saw movies. There was a knock at the door and I heard Ryan said he'd answer it. I walked over to the fridge and pulled out two bottles of water. When I stood back up I felt arms wrap around my waist and a pair of lips on my neck.

"Hey" my girlfriend greeted.

"Hey Lo" I said pecking her lips. "What are you doing here?"

"Well I wanted to come see you" Lauren pouted. " I missed you today"

"Yea sorry I couldn't go with you to film"

"It's fine, I wouldn't want you to get sick"

"Hey Kait I gotta get going something came up" Ryan said walking into the kitchen putting on his jacket.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Just something." He said before walking out. I knew he was lying because he kept looking from my eyes to the wall.

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Lauren and I started watching frozen then through the middle of the movie we started making out. I left her hands making their way up my shirt. She straddled my waist, and cupped my face with her hands. Lauren took off my shirt in one swift motion, I felt her hands make her way to my back trying to take off my bra, that's when I stopped her.

"Lauren stop." I said pulling away. "Why do you always so this?"

"What do you mean?"

"Every time were together were making out. I feel like we don't even know each other. Plus you're 16 and I'm 18 if we have sex isn't it considered rape. I don't want to take your virginity because you're still 16, a minor, and this could just be your hormones. I want it to mean something just not sex."

"So you're saying this relationship has no meaning?" Lauren said a bit harsh and getting off my lap.

"I didn't say that"

"Yes you basically did" she said crossing her arms over her chest. "You said you wanted a relationship with meaning so this relationship means nothing to you?"

"Well at least when I was with Andrea and Lisa they didn't cheat on me for now reason"

"You cheated on Lisa!"

"Yea 1 time but I didn't disappear for hours to makeout with some guy! And it comes to feel like all you want is sex Lauren! We haven't even done anything but I can tell that's what you want! At least with Lisa I was sure it was what we both wanted and she didn't pressure me to do it!"

"So you had sex with Lisa"

"No I didn't. I wanted to make love to her! We never got the chance because we were always interrupted and my feelings were all mixed up!"

"So you're breaking up with me?!" Lauren yelled.

"Well are you breaking up with me?!"

"Yea I guess I am." Lauren told me, the turned away walking out and slammed the door behind her.