When does this end? || Lazarbeam x reader

10:06 am

I woke up in Lannan's arms. He was still sleeping, and he looked like an angel. He was tightly gripping me, like he was afraid I was going to leave. He started rustling in his sleep and mumbling "Clair, please come back. Who cares, I want you." WHO TF IS CLAIR? I asked myself. I could feel a knot forming in my throat, and my stomach fall to my feet. I heard a ding come from my phone, followed by Lannan's. I had a message from my mother. Lannan's phone read *Clair❤️💦* Are you fucking kidding me? After all this bullshit, he was talking, probably screwing, some bitch named Clair. I got up furiously waking Lannan. "Baby, what's wrong?" He questioned.
"Who the fuck is Clair?!"
"Oh baby, that's just some girl I met at the bar after you left me."
"THAT WAS FOR ONE FUCKING DAY LANNAN. AND YOU MUMBLED HER IN YOUR SLEEP YOU ASSHOLE!"
"Baby please..."
"Don't baby me dickface."
I stormed out immediately. I grabbed all my things and went over to my house. I knew Lannan was behind me so I sped up. "(Y/n) wait!" He said. I shut the door in his face. This was the second time. The second time I left him, but there wasn't going to be a second chance. "DEZ, COME HERE!" I yelled, but there was no reply. So, I shot Dez a quick text.

You:
Dez where the hell are you?

Dezzz💙👯‍♀️:
I'm at a friends. What's wrong?

You:
Nothing.
I'll text you later.

Dezzz💙👯‍♀️:
Okkk
Love ya

I really didn't want to bother Dez with my stupid problems so I just left it. I went through my messages to see 35 texts from Lannan in the span of 3 minutes, and 3 missed calls from my mom. I called my mom back because clearly it was important.
"Hello?"
"(Y/n), I need you to get over here as soon as possible."
"Mum, what's wrong?"
"It's your father, in L.A."
"WHAT HAPPENED?"
"I'm not exactly sure, but he's in a medically induced coma. I want to fly down there tonight."
"I'm going to pack, I'll be on my way."

I realize I didn't tell you. I basically have 2 fathers. My mother met my father on a trip to L.A. She got pregnant, came back to Australia after she broke things off with my father, met my current stepdad here, and had me and my brother. I haven't seen my father in over 2 years. Not because we didn't keep in contact, but simply because we were both too incredibly busy to travel. Anyways, I threw a bunch of things into a suitcase and left. I texted both Dez and Kath everything. They understood and told me how much I would be missed. After driving for what felt like an eternity, I reached my home. It looked exactly the same. (Even though the time spans don't make any sense, just pretend like you were gone for a month) I walked up to the door and knocked. "(Y/N)!" My brother exclaimed. "Hey Michael. I've missed you." We embraced in a quick hug before my mother came downstairs and scurried to the car. My stepfather decided to stay as he had both work and Olly, our dog, to take care of. The three of us said our goodbyes and left for the airport. The car was pretty silent. We waited and waited for our flight. Finally it was called and we got into the plane. I sat down next to a stranger and decided to greet him. "Hi there." He turned around. "(Y/n)?"

Who is it? Find out in the next chapter.

Again sorry this was really short and pretty trash. Also, if you were looking for a story without too much drama moving forward, this won't be for a while (that made like so sense). Anyways, love you guys as always.

(I'm currently writing 2 other stories which I'm super excited for. So, if I take a while to upload I'm rlly sorry.)