When does this end? || Lazarbeam x reader

Yeahhhhh. Uh abt posting. The next day I ended up getting the flu, which if you didn't know is more severe than the common cold. So here's a short chapter, and I will TRY to get out another chapter tdy❤️

"Lannan, Hey..."

As I heard the soft voice I attempted to look past Lannan. I wasn't able to see anything so I called out his name.
"Lannan? Who is it?"
"No one, give me a few minutes baby." He said quickly and walked out of the room.
Clearly something was wrong, that's why he didn't tell me. I tried not to get frustrated at the fact that he was hiding things, so I turned of the tv and watched whatever was on.

Lannans pov

I opened the door to see my ex-girlfriend, Ilsa Watkins. I quickly walked outside our room and closed the door.
"Not here!" I whispered. Clearly upset, I gestured for Ilsa to follow me down the hall and into a random janitors closet.
"What are you doing here?" I chanted
"Lannan... I- I'm pregnant."
"WHAT! No. There's no way it's mine!"
"But it is..."
"How is that even possible? What if it's that guy YOU cheated on my with hm?"
"Lannan please. I know it's yours."
I remained silent. I didn't know what to do now. I was finally with (Y/n), officially. I have tried so hard to get her back, and when I finally do things just get worse.
"Lannan?" Ilsa said which disturbed my thoughts.
"What now?" I whispered fighting back tears.
"Now I have this child with or without you. But I need your support."
"How far along are you?"
"4 months."
"Shit. Shit shit shit."
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing..." I said
"Do you want to be apart of it's life?" This question was something I never thought I would be asked. I'm not sure if I want to be in this child's life when I'm not with Ilsa, but then again that's MY kid too. A part of me.
"Ilsa, of coarse I do. That's my kid too."
"Great. Then I'll call you later?"
"Ok." And with that, we walked out. I paced around the entire hotel, but finally made my way back. Slowly walking back to my room, I realized something. What was I going to tell (Y/n)? If I tell her now, will she leave me again? But if I don't tell her now, what happens if its too late or if she finds out? As I entered the room I see glowing beauty radiate off her. She really is stunning, and smart, and caring. I just hope she is understanding.
"Lannan!" She squealed, "Where did you go?"
"Baby," I started, wrapping my arms around her "we need to talk..."
Her eyes furrowed in concern. "About?"
"I-" *sigh* "My ex, she's pregnant. Before you say anything, I want you to know that this happened before I met you. I don't want to be with her, and I hope this doesn't change things between us. I understand if you-" She pressed her lips against mine cutting me off.
Pulling away she said, "Lannan, I understand. And I have no right to be mad. I'm not going anywhere ok?"
"Ok..."

(Y/n's) POV

Lannan is having a kid. And it's not mine. I can't be mad at him.  But honestly, I'm sad. This girl was going to be a part of his life despite my best efforts, and that was draining. I'm not leaving him, and we will work through this... together.

Lannans POV

"So what are you going to do?" (Y/n) asked
"I don't know..."
"Ok."
We hugged tightly. Although she ensured me she was ok, I could sense how hurt she was and I get it completely. I'm just scared she'll change her mind.