When does this end? || Lazarbeam x reader

Listen guys, I'm not writing this anymore. I'm not going to force myself to do something I don't enjoy. I'm sorry to anyone who actually likes this story. Here's a quick summary of what was going to happen:

You and Lannan break up, for obvious reasons (he wasn't giving you any type of love). He gets together with Ilsa, and you meet your ex who you fall in love with again (the one that cheated on you years back). You see Lannan and Ilsa while shopping and your now boyfriend, Darius, and Ilsa act all weird. You become friends with Ilsa, but don't acknowledge Lannan at all. 2 weeks later, you somehow find out that Ilsa is pregnant with Darius's child, NOT Lannans, which Ilsa and Darius knew but worked together to get what they wanted. You all break up, and move you separate ways. After a year and 6 months, you bump into Lannan (you aren't friends with Click at all including Kath). You can't get him out of your head, neither can he. So you unblock him in case he reaches out, but instead you receive hundreds of messages from a year ago from him begging for forgiveness but nothing recent. After about a week, he sends you a message say "hey." Basically you guys fall in love all over again, he proposes, you guys have a miscarriage and... You and and Lannan both die in a house fire, cause: unknown...

So that's it everyone. The end of something once great turned sour because of my lack of interest. I wouldn't mind if you used my story end ideas, I would just like a heads up. I don't know if I'll ever write something again. It's not something I have ever been able to stick to. I hope everyone understands, but if you are upset feel free you express that in my comments. Even if you leave hateful things, it's completely alright honestly. Be 100% honest with me. Anyways, I love you all so much and thanks for reading❤️