When does this end? || Lazarbeam x reader

I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry I haven't uploaded and ACTUAL chapter in 3 days days. I've been busy attempting to write the 3 other stories I'm working on currently. The first few chapters will come out soon❤️❤️ Also, this is going to be short.

"(Y/n) listen,"

I couldn't say anything. I was completely penetrated with fear.
"I'm sorry." He sighed "I made a mistake that I know I can't take back. I thought I could move on, but seeing you with Lachy infuriated me. I need you. I want you... Please. Say something."
He stood there, searching through my eyes for an answer and loosened his grip. "Lannan, I don't know what you want me to say."
"Tell me you want the same thing. Tell me how much you love me..." My breathe hitched as those words escaped his lips. Love. Does he love me? Do I even love him after all this. "Do you love me?" He asked. I paused and looked down. We remained in awkward silence for what felt like hours, and I could feel him staring at me.
"Yes." I said. With one quick moment, Lannan kissed me aggressively placing his hands on my waist. I cupped my hands around his face and rubbed my thumb against his jaw.  My breathe quickened. I needed Lannan. I had been feeling so down without him. Even though I had Lachy giving me every once of love one could give, I always felt incomplete. Lannan stopped and held my face in his hands.  "I love you (Y/n). More than you could even imagine. Please, don't ever leave me again. Promise me."
"I promise." I said as I held him in a tight embrace.
He grabbed my hand and walked with me back to the room where everyone was.
When we walked in, hand in hand, Lachy looked me dead in the eye. Despair filling his breath. A huge wave of guilt hit me right in the face. I felt awful.

Lachy's Pov.

How could she? I invited her to come with ME, yet she decided to go back to Lannan. I don't know what I'm supposed to do now. I just need to be alone, to leave this hell hole.
"Lachy, listen." (Y/n) started
"Don't bother. I should have known."
"Please, I'm sorry. I-"
"But, when he fucks up again don't come back crying to me. I can't be your second choice everytime (Y/n)!" I said as I walked away slowly.
I nudged Lannan aside and left the lot completely.

(Y/n) POV

Of course, I felt horrible. But I tried to ignore it the best I could.
"Hey, do you want to go shopping or something? The convention isn't until tomorrow."
"Sure why not." (Btw you had been vlogging throughout this story, even though I never mentioned it) I grabbed my camera and headed to the car with Lannan. We pulled into the parking lot of the mall and made our way inside.
"Omg!" You squealed "I haven't been shopping in forever."
"I'm going to get something I ordered from the post on the other side of the mall. I'll meet you wherever when I'm done." He said in a monotone
"Oh. Ok." I was clearly disappointed. I wanted to spend time with him, but I understood that he need to do this. We went our separate ways. I basically ran to footlocker because I'm a sneaker head. I bought myself a new pair of Jordan's and went to a few other stores. I got a text from Lannan saying he was ready to leave. LEAVE? I thought we would hangout. I walked over to Lannan, vlogging everything. "So, as you guys know. Things between me and this guy wasn't working out. But, everything has been sorted out and I think it's about time you meet him." Just as I said that Lannan ran up to me and embraced me tightly. "This is Lannan, aka Lazarbeam. But I like to call him shit face."
"HEY!" I turned off my camera and frowned.
"Hey babygirl, what's wrong?"
"I wanted to spend time with you, at the mall. Not just go to the mall..."
"Oh baby, I'm sorry. Why don't we go to my room?"
"Ok"
We drove off and got inside his room. We cuddled for a long time watching movies and videos. I closed my eyes and laid down into his arms. I guess he thought I was asleep, so he went on his phone and called Tannar.
"Hey Tannar. Yes. Obviously. I just got her back, and I don't want to mess anything up. I don't want to move too quickly. But honestly I want to spend the rest of my life with her. This is my last chance."
I smiled from ear to ear. He wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. He really did love me, and Icouldn't jeopardize that. A few minutes after, I actually fell asleep.

Yeah, I told you I didn't know what to write. I know this was garbage, but I have a few plans in store for the next few chapters. Until text time.