Transformers Oneshots(Requests Closed)

( The aligned continuity. "My interpretation of what happened after Starscream accidentally kills Darksteel and Skylynx and what makes him go from loyal to Megatron, to wanting revenge.")

He comes to a stop after having accidentally vanquished his attackers. His mind shaken and attempting to grasp the events over the past solar cycle.

"I.... I... Why?" He thinks. He's been betrayed, backstabbed, and left with nothing. He's.... alone.... Again. He had tried to be loyal, he just wanted to stay with a Decepticons, a safe place with the medical supplies and energon he needed, a place where he wasn't just barely managing to survive. So he let go of his own ambitions and gave it his all to be loyal.

But, his newfound loyalty to Megatron and the Decepticon cause was in vain. One of the few bots he trusted, betrayed him and locked him up to prove that he could be trusted enough to join the Autobots. Then after that, Megatron wasn't being controlled by Unicron anymore, he ended the Decepticons, and then flew off leaving alone with the Autobots. Starscream flew away soon after from the Autobots as well, knowing that they wouldn't let him join them, or them trusting him. The Autobots let him leave, true to what he thought, they didn't want to deal with him.

There being nowhere else to go, that he could think of, he went to Dark Mount. Trying to reclaim what little stability in his life that hadn't been turned to scrap metal yet, he decided to claim Dark Mount, whether out of greed, saving some of his wounded pride, or most likely a combination of both.

But he was never in charge, for the Predacons showed up, seeking revenge for all the mistreatment the seeker did to them. He fled, and escaped by accidentally blowing two of them up.

And now he's here, alone and shaken, but alive. His mind is a mix of emotions: Confusion, worry, fear, sorrow. But a flash of anger sprang, soon lighting a fire in his mind.

"I can't win." He realizes, "No matter what I do, No matter if I'm disloyal or not, NO Matter if I try my hardest or not. It isn't enough. Other bots don't care about what I do, they'll treat me the same." The thoughts spin his brain module, anger, and hatred burn through his mind, starting to clench and unclench his servos, as he starts gathering up his bearings.

The hate and anger burn brighter as his mind starts swiveling between everyone who ever wronged him: Knockout, Arachnid, those T-cog stealing humans, Megatron, Skywarp, Optimus, Dreadwing, Megatron, the Autobots human pets, Jetfire, Bulkhead, his clones, Skyquake, Arcee, Megatron, himself. As the image of himself flashed through his mind, he's a bit taken back, quickly making himself think back to others, not wanting to ponder the dilemma that is well himself.
As he continues the thought process, he realizes that out of everyone, Megatron repeats the most, and the image of him keeps flashing through his mind. He shivers, remembering the painful memories.

"It doesn't matter." the thought hits him again.

"I still get hurt for survival." He says quietly, this causes him to pause for a moment, "You know what?" He thinks, "Who needs them anyway. They clearly think they don't need me. So I won't pretend to need them either!" He thinks bitterly, trying to reassure himself, "I'll show them how much I don't need them! I'll show them all!"

(Starscream goes emo and I know the end isn't the best, anyways have a good day or night)