Choose or Not Choose (Dazai x Reader)

Tik.....Tok.....Tik....Tok....

The room was quiet, no noise except the sound of the old father clock outside of her room. She brushed her hair softly , looking at herself closely as if she had the whole time in the world....

Knock....

"1....." Her eye's averted to the door as she stared at the mirror. Counting the knocks of her wooden door.

Knock....

"2...." Her hands softly dropped the brush on her dressing table.

Knock.....

3.....

Knock....

4....

She quickly sat up from her chair and softly rushed to the door. She sighed in relief as she fixed her self and grabbed the door knob. Her hand opened the door slowly and looked up, her eye's meeting a pair of dark blue eye's, looking down at her.

"You busy right now, madam?" The male said to her. She shook her head no and opened the door for him.

"You gave me a heart attack, Chuuya" The male stepped in and fixed his ginger hair after taking off his hat, excusing himself as she closed her room door.

"Not even a, "good to see you chuuya?". Geez Y/N, how are those manner lessons helping you?" He chuckled to her as she sat down again at her dressing table.

"22 years old and I'm still being taught how to be a "proper" lady" She replied to him and fanned her face with a dark purple fan, decorated beautifully with some cherry blossoms and golden frame.

The two of them stayed quiet, avoiding the topic of what's to come. He looked around her room, remembering every moment he had with her, and the other person.

"You could have said no." He broke the silence. She stayed quiet as she looked at him through the mirror. Her E/C eye's met his dark blue eye's, she had to face it. As much as the topic hurt them both, no one can hide it.

".....I rather put the Port Mafia first than my happiness..." She replied lowly. But he heard her clearly. He took a few steps behind her and patted her H/C hair.

She relaxed her shoulders as his hand brought peace to her mind. She placed her fan to the table before turning her head to the side. Her eyes turned soft as she opened her mouth to speak.

"I'm glad I met you and him....."

"Cmon! Don't be so uptight!" The boy laughed at the girl while dragging her out the dark building from the back. The girl huffed as they both escaped, she held the bottom part of her dress tightly as they kept running.

"I-I can't keep up!" She breathed out to him. The boy chuckled and grabbed her hand for her to catch up, a sneak out he planned for both of them. He then stopped infront of the docks and held her tightly for her to calm down. She took small and steady deep breaths as he held her body close to his.

"Aw, is little miss perfect Y/N out of breath already?" The boy teased her. She frowned at him and pushed him back. She scoffed at him and opened her mouth to scold him but he cut her off by covering her mouth, his face then leaned forward towards her as he looked directly to her eye's.

"I know what your going to say but let me just do this right now..." He whsipered to her, her eye's scanned his brown dark eyes. She blushed at his voice.....
He closed the gap and kissed his hand that covered her mouth, kind of giving her a kiss on the mouth, but he knew he couldn't do it if it was her lips.

Her eye's widen at his actions. His hair fell over his eye's as he pecked his hand. He leaned back and smiled at her. He uncovered her mouth, her lips were agape.

"How's that for our first kiss?" He asked at her with a smirk. Her cheeks then tinted pink, she looked away from him but her eye's widen at the scene before her.

The ocean was lighten up from the city's lights, the moon shined above them. The wind blew her face with a cold but fresh air. The mafioso smiled at her eyes and looked at the ocean as well.

The Mafioso stood beside her enjoying the scene and her company.

It was the place they both loved dearly