Choose or Not Choose (Dazai x Reader)

She ran the hem of the dress with her fingers, feeling the fabric of it, smooth it was but the patterns of it was horrible. She sighed in disbelief as she looked at herself from the reflection of the three mirrors infront of her.

"I think it looks good on you" Higuchi said while scanning Y/N up and down, adoring how the dress looked so well worn on her body. She then began to smile at herself of the thought of being married just like Y/N.

"I don't like the fabric..." Y/N grumbled and hopped of the stool and asking the maids to take off the dress. Higuchi blanked out of her daydreaming and blinked at Y/N confusingly. She clapped her hands together and nervously chuckled to her.

"I think it was perfect though...." She comment as the dress fell off Y/Ns shoulders, reveling a corset being worn underneath her, leaving her half naked as she walked in the dressing room again and changed back to her regular clothes.

Ever since she has encountered Dazai at garden, she questioned herself more and more of what will happen......

"The reason why your doing this is for the Port Mafia to keep its permit.." the words struck her suddenly, her heart dropped as her hands and blood turned cold from the words slipping out from Dazais mouth.

Her hand clenched in irritation from his words, he was lying. Lies lies lies was all she could think of the back of her head.

"You don't know what your talking about. You left for years, and then come back to ruin what I'm destined to be? You have no shame Dazai. You just show up today to ruin things...." she said to him angrily. She grabbed her black fan and began to fan herself from the heat of her anger. Dazai slightly let a laugh out from this, but he just needed to tell her now.

"But we both know that. You know Mori as much as I do. And yet your going to continue and actually do this, Y/N? I thought you wanted freedom"

Oh, how those words were filthy for her.. the audacity that he's still talking about her. She then flapped the fan closed and gritted her teeth in annoyance.

"So then your just here to stop me getting married?" She asked him and began to aid her palm with the bandages, taking her eyes off of him and payed attention to her hand.

"Yeah. I did" he bluntly responded to her. She tightly tied her palm from the sudden answer and flinched at the pain that she caused for herself. She cursed under her breath and looked at him, he had a soft smile plastered on his face as if what he said wasn't embarrassing.

"There is no way you can. You know that already" she said him back. The man sighed in defeat and looked around the garden. The last time he was here was when it was in shrivels, well at least some parts of the garden was green and now, Y/N did a better job now that the garden looked more alive.

"And if I prove you wrong?"

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"A-Achoo!"

The girl jumped out from the sudden sneeze from Chuuya as he drove them back to the HQ of the port mafia. He picked her up after she tried many dresses for the wedding.

"Are you sick?" Y/N asked and handed him a tissue. Chuuya kept his eyes on the road and grabbed the tissue, trying to at least drive peacefully and alive.

"Dumb allergies...." Chuuya said before blowing his nose. Y/N chuckled at him and faced forward on the passenger seat. She looked out the window and leaned her head on it. Her mind ran through many thoughts,