Choose or Not Choose (Dazai x Reader)

"And so then from there, you should have plenty enough to travel back and forward." Oda explained to Y/N as they sat outside the cafe as the kids were outside running spring playing in the cloudy weather.

"Wow, Mister Oda, I can't thank you enough." Y/Ns eyes glistened at the map and the total amount of money she'll have for spare to travel. Y/N has been planning this trip for a while and has been saving it apart from buying snacks for the kids, she managed to have a few hundreds a left for herself to travel.

"Don't thank me. I should thank you for taking care of them as I'm gone" Oda slightly chuckled and handed her the map after folding it. To his surprise, Y/N wasn't able to explore much outside the city no matter how much her friends use to, only for her parents to say no. Y/N held the nos and placed it on her coat.

"Oh no no! I....If you weren't the one to take me in, I wouldn't have the chance to enjoy this and have this opportunity. It's all thanks to you Oda. Your a nice man. Even for someone who works for the port mafia, you have a kind heart. There's hardly anyone like that in the world, it's rare"

The words hit him emotionally, for such a high schooler, her words were somewhat wise for a old man like him. Well, he wasn't that old. To his surprise, Y/N was well mannered and kind once she was comfortable.

"You know what Y/N? Something about you tells me your going to do great with the future ahead of you. And I, without a doubt, I'll be there with you to guide you. I promise you that." He said down to her and placed his hand in her shoulder. She slightly soften her eyes at this, for some reason, Oda had ways to show a fatherly side once in a while. Maybe all the Port Mafia people are like him.

Maybe....

"And I'm glad that you are gonna stay still. Even if your a Port Mafia" the girl chuckled to him. Both of them chatted for a few hours and ended their day off by tucking the kids to sleep and walking around the City Of Yokohama.

The night sky fall upon them as the city lights glisten and lighten the streets more. They both went out to buy groceries and more materials for the kids to entertain themselves.

"So then, you have any friends in the Port Mafia or?" Y/N asked him as they crossed  street, heading to a bakery. Oda thought about it. Was Dazai even consider as a friend to him? Dazai was just a teenager still, working alongside him as he disposed bodies was quite more interesting  but never thought to find the boy as his friend. He was a odd but intriguing person.

"Well, there is this kid, but he's rather.... Concerning" oda chuckled to himself. Y/N looked at him with confusion.

"Concerning as in he needs therapy?" She asked him as they both stopped in front of the bakery. Oda slightly laughed at her assumption and shook his head as he grabbed his wallet with his free hand while holding the groceries bag with the other.

"No, but concerning where I think it's best you don't know." He said to her before handing her the groceries.

"Wait right here, ill be back." Oda said to her before walking in the the bakery. Y/N stood outside of the bakery's window display while holding the grocery bags and the material bag next to her on the ground.

The night was a bit cold, everyone was heading home or either heading to work this late. Not that she mind, she was enjoying the city's late night hours. It was loud but not too loud. The lights were bright, the street lights especially.

"Excuse me?" A boys voiced interrupted her deep thinking. She turned her head to the right, where a boy was standing a few feet away from her, with a small smile on.

"By any chance, do you know if a man with red hair and blue eyes is in this store?" He asked her nicely. Y/N couldn't tell him the boy had dark hair or dark brown hair, but she could tell it was a bit fluffy. By the looks of it, his right eye was covered with some band aids.

"Oh I uh...." For some reason, She couldn't exactly trust the boy. Yes, Oda is part of the Port Mafia but what if this kid was a informant from the police?

"I really don't know, sorry" Y/N chuckled nervously and smiled at him as she scratched her neck. The boy sighed and placed a small smile at her.

"That's ok. Not everyone can identify someone you don't know." The boy slightly at his own words. Y/N nodded in understood at what he meant.

"May I?" He gestured his hand to stand next to her. Y/N was a bit taken back from his request and nodded. Oda was sure taking his sweet time with the pastures, the kids do love them a lot. The boy walked towards her and to her surprise, the bakery lights revealed his features better.

Brown, or more like kind of chocolate brown hair, it look so fluffy, his left eye was beautiful. Dark brown eyes, it looked like coffee. He wore a big jacket over his black suit, but she wondered how on earth could the jacket not fall off from his shoulders.

"Do i surprise you?" The boy asked and stood beside her as she tried to process his features and eyes. His eyes were so beautiful and, for some reason, a bit dull.

"Oh I, no, no! I just.....I've never seen some beautiful brown eyes as yours." She complimented him. Not as ins feelings type of compliment, it was a simple comment she blurted out.

The boy was a shock at her words. His mind went blank for a few seconds as he looked down to her. She wasn't that short or his height, her H/C hair. was a bit messy but it looked quite adorable. Her E/C eyes shined from the light of the bakery, so full of life he saw them as. She looked so human.

"Ahh, thanks. I really don't get that many comments, your really sweet" she heard him say and smiled. For some reason, he looked so nice to talk to.

"I'm Dazai" he held a hand out and placed his other hand behind his back and bowed a bit to her.

"L/N" She already knew the formal use of last names was the better option. She shook his hand softly and smiled. Dazais eyes gleamed at her hands, they were so soft and small comparing to his. He soflty shook it back and stood up straight.

"Nice to meet you, L/N" he softly said to her. Y/N slightly felt her cheeks a bit warm from his tone. Although they just met, he looked very handsome.

Meanwhile inside, Oda grabbed the Pasteur box, thanked the lady and started to head out but stopped, as he saw the other side of the bakeries window,

Dazai talking to Y/N.

"Oh shit...." Oda muttered underneath his and began walking out of the store. He opened the door, causing the ringing bell to get the two teenagers attention. Dazai smiled more wider as he saw Oda, Y/N gave him a small wave.

"Hey Oda, i was just about to-"

"Oda! I've been looking for you everywhere! I didn't find you at your place so i began wandering off and met L/N!" Dazai cut her off before she could finish her sentence and walked passed by her and stood infront of Oda, who was staring at Dazai with suspensions. Dazai wasn't just here to find him and talk,

Something was telling him that behind that smile, he was looking for something, or someone specifically.

"Yeah, you found me." Y/N titled her head at their interactions, she looked lost as she stood behind them a few feet away. Oda noticed her confusion and sighed.

"I'm guessing you are confused about this?" Dazai turned around and tilted his head at her the same way she did to them. For some reason their interaction look kind of friendly but odd. Y/N couldn't put her finger on it, they were friend or just partners.

"Y/N, this is the kid I was talking to you about"