The only sounds she heard as she ran away quietly was the sound of her breath from the chilly air and the sound of her shoes hitting the ground, moving faster as she reached the gates. She huffed to catch her breath and threw her backpack to the other sid did the fence, the sidewalk.
She grabbed the wired with her hands first and starting climbing up, foot by foot, her heart raced of excitement as she was close to the final grasp of the top fence.
"And where do you think you're going?" Her hand stopped by the voice and turned to the direction. She widened her eyes to see the boy who dragged her into this.
Osamu Dazai
"Fucking escaping." She harshly replied and grabbed the top part of the gate. The boy stood their quietly and watched as she brought her leg up over the gate and the other. This, this hit him in a very strange way down to the core.
"Why? You devoted your life to the mafia and now your escaping?" He asked her.
"You have nothing outside these gates. Let me take you out instead" he bluntly said to her. Y/N stopped her foot from going down the gate and looked at him confusingly. He blinked at the realization of his words.
"You? Take me out? Please, why on earth would I go out with the asshole who brought me into this. You!" She pointed at him with rage, he stayed silent. And it all started in the cold winter season.
"You had my trust and broke it. You are the reason why I can't enjoy being with a little family I have, you are the reason why I'm here and being a perfect bridesmaid for some disgusting men just to protect the mafia. You are in no place to-"
"I like you."
And I meant it that day, and to this day too.
My eyes were up to her E/C eyes. A sparked circles around her eyes, she knows it. She knows it that I'm saying this by heart. I took a moment to squeeze her hand.
"Y/N, will you give us a chance again?"
Y/N
I have no words to tell him. I want to say yes. But I'm also very cautious too. Dazai, I can't forget what you have done.
"I know what you're thinking, that you can't forgive me. But I am willing to make it up to you. What am I suppose to do without you? Y/N, I swear, I will make it up to you but I just need your answer." He said to me softly, but I can tell he was begging. And he wasn't going to take no for a answer.
Dazai, what have you done to me?
"I will give us a chance."
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Choose or Not Choose (Dazai x Reader)
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