*^ Landoscar one shots ^*

Since I was demanded by my friend, here is part 2 and again I'm so sorry for half of this one 💀

WARNINGS: SELF HARM

Same implied dom and subs.

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Lando had led motionless on his bed for so long, not moving, just sobbing to himself. The picture was circulating the internet with ease. Oscar messaging on Instagram was like a stab in the heart. He wanted to..disappear.

He tried messaging Oscar back, but he'd blocked him already.

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Oscar led with his head buried in the pillows crying, Logan next to him, "Yknow, it might not be his fault..you did ghost him," Logan rubbed his back. Oscar sniffled, "he called me pathetic.. he clearly didn't want me near him," he hissed.

Logan sighed, "all I'm saying is..you know how lando gets after things like this happen Oscar, remember the time you found him-"

"Yes I remember!" Oscar shouted, he didn't want to be reminded of that night he found lando trying to freeze himself in his apartment in Monaco with the heating fully off in the middle of winter. "Then Oscar I don't think you want him to do something like that again,"

"He did it to himself.." Oscar said coldly.

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The next race weekend, lando looked a mess, Oscar seemed to look better than he did. Lando had dark bags under his eyes which were still blood shot from his crying. And wearing a thick hoodie in the middle of Singapore, jeans to.

Oscar's breath hitched at the thought that lando might be hiding something under that hoodie. Something that would cause harm to himself or,
Something that had already been done.

He looked over the debrief table at lando, who was staring at his hands, hood pulled over his lovely curls. His pupil blown wide, leaving no space for the beautiful green to come through.

Oscar peeled his gaze away slowly.

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The heat was killing lando inside, yet he ignored it. Maybe it would teach him something, cheating had more than just one consequence. He noticed Oscar looking at him a lot but he didn't really care.

Yet as he was getting changed in his drivers room, finally stripping his hoodie off, as well as his shirt, finally feeling the cold air his his skin. Well, not really cold but cooler than what he had been in the hoodie at least. Oscar chose the right time to barge in. Yet he didnt spare lando a glance. "Oscar what the fuck?!" He shouted and covered his arms.

"I've seen it all before lando, I just want my hoodies," Oscar grumbled as he went through Landos stuff. "Oscar not-"

The Brit turned around to see Oscar holding a lighter. "Have you been burning yourself?" Oscar asked instantly, lando shook his head, "no- no why would I..do that?"

"Show me your arms,"

"I- why?" Lando argued and stepped away as Oscar tried to grab his arms. "Lando-"

"Oscar leave! Stop acting like you actually care anymore!" Lando said loudly, probably attracting some staff members. "Lando I do care if your hurting yourself for something you caused, it's a bit silly don't you think?"

Lando sighed and dropped his arms, Oscar strutted over and gasped at the bunch of red burn marks on Landos skin. "Lando-.."

"Oscar leave it im fine.."

"No- your not fine lando this is bad,"

"Well it's your fault! You blocked me and didn't give me chance to say absolutely anything!" Lando said, tears welling in his eyes, Oscar stood with a sad expression on his face.

"You called me pathetic, then cheated on me, I didn't really want to talk to you," Oscar shrugged and swiped his thumb over one of the burn marks. Lando hissed in pain making Oscar drop his arm.

"I was going to say, I was absolutely shit faced and thought I saw you because the person looked like you and I wanted to say sorry so bad because I felt awful and I hadn't had any sleep because I was to busy crying over you and-"

Lando was cut off by Oscar pressing their lips together in a gentle kiss, the tears fell from Landos eyes and streamed down his cheeks. "You talk to much sometimes.." Oscar said after pulling away. Lando hugged into him, "I'm so sorry Oscar I just- I thought it was you and I needed you.." he sobbed.

"Sit- sit down come on.." Oscar muttered as he walked them over to Landos massage table, Oscar sat down as lando straddled him, hugging into him still like he was going to disappear again. But Oscar was holding him back tightly, like he was promising lando he wasn't going anywhere, like he was showing he was real.

The only thing in the room that could be heard was Landos quiet sobbing, which had near enough stopped. "I'm so sorry Oscar I really.. really didn't mean for it to go like this..I was angry and as soon as I said it I wanted to take it back and.." lando took a deep breath as Oscar cupped his face.  "I'm sorry.." he finally said.

Oscar smiled at him, "I'm sorry to.." he said, reading their foreheads together. Lando let another few tears fall before saying, "I know.. your probably won't want to but..would you maybe..try again with me..?"

Oscar smiled, "as long as you stop doing silly things to yourself, yeah?" He said and kissed Landos cheek, lando noticed it was a tear he was kissing. "Anything..I'm never going out again osc, unless your coming with me, I was so scared when I woke up..I really thought it was you.." lando admitted.

"You had good intentions, but- at least you tried..?" Oscar said, lando smiled, "I did..and failed," he said, frowning now.

Oscar kissed him softly, "it's ok,"

"What did I do to deserve you really Oscar..I must've been the best human alive in a past life for you to end up in my arms," lando muttered, wrapping his arms firmly around Oscar's neck and kissing his jawline softly.

"As I must've been a little bastard," Oscar laughed, lando gasped offended, but nodded in agreement, "probably.."

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But from that day onwards, lando never burned himself again, and he only left to go to clubs if Oscar was certainly going to be there so they could stay together. No one was getting in the way of them this time.

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There u go 🥰