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*^ I wish i knew you wanted me ^*

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....im sorry bc its angst guys..

We know what happened last time and its ok bc no one dies this time 😭😭

But we have a little er hanahaki disease so haha

Don't kill me please

Giving massive warnings mainly for myself
LITTLE BIT OF CARLANDO 💔💔
AND VOMITING 👍

Kms, enjoy
Or try to at least 😋
Its a bit shit ngl I wrote this in an hour bc I was bored

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It was raining.

Oscar liked the rain.

It reminded him of himself a little. Not much going on, sad and somewhat pretty. No, Oscar wouldn't say he was ugly, but he also wasn't pretty either.

He didn't have to be told he looks beautiful all the time. He didn't belive them unless it came from two people.

Max verstappen because he's always truthful, unless it's media.

And lando Norris because..well it's lando Norris.

Oscar sighed looking out the window, watching the depressing splatters of water patter on the window. He heard some giggling from Lando and Carlos in the other room.

Which, honestly, made Oscar want to cry.

He'd known he was in love with lando for a while. Yet he'd never dare do anything about it, he's never been able to make the first move. Arthur had tried to taunt him into doing it for a while until Oscar had finally told him lando clearly had something going on with Carlos.

Then the other boy calmed down and actually started spending more time with Oscar, the Aussie always thought it was out of pitty. Which it probably was. Arthur was always with Ollie or someone else.

Someone who didn't act so sad all the time and could actually put a smile on their face.

There was a sharp knock on his door, dragging him out of his thoughts. He startled as he realised there was a few stray tears running down his face. He wiped them away roughly and opened the door.

Lando stood there, his curls looking amazing as per. Carlos no where to be seen though. "Oh Oscar! I didn't think you'd still be here actually.." lando answered, "then why'd you knock?" Oscar snapped.

Landos eyes flashed with a little hurt, now Oscar felt shit. "Sorry.." he said quickly, "it's Uhm..it's ok but I just wanted to see if you'd maybe wanna come back to the hotel with me? Carlos left to go with Charles a few minutes ago," lando smiled.

Nice to know he's second choice.

"Your not.." lando said quietly.

Shit, did he say that out loud?

Lando was looking at him with sorry eyes now. Oscar sighed, "yeah sure I'll go with you," he muttered. He grabbed his bag and slung it over his shoulder.

In the car back to the hotel, lando was on his phone the entire time, Oscar watched the rain again. Until he coughed, and it wasn't like a little clear your throat thing.

It was like a violet cough. Something you'd hear in a hospital.

To the point lando snapped his head to look at him. Oscar covered his mouth and looked away.

As the coughing stopped Oscar felt his throat hurting. He pulled his hand away to see a blood covered petal. He instantly gasped and pulled his hand into his chest. Lando looked at him funny.

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