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Hellow to my fellow followers and readers .... I apologise for not uploading a new chapter recently for I am currently occupied with a drama going on in class....

So...ahem*.... I used to talk with this new kid and he was pretty nice but then one day we just stopped,no particular reason....then the other girls just came up to me asking for his number and insta account like I know everything about him.Why we both don't talk anymore etcetc....at first I was patient and replied but then it was starting to get frustrating having to answer the same thing 10 times.... I don't have the patience of an elementary school teacher who answers and teaches something for ten years....So ....my replies were

"no I don't know his number or insta"...

"why don't we talk anymore? Cause uh.... I don't want to"....

"no I don't know if he has a girlfriend!!!"...

"who knows maybe he does and maybe he has a lot of em!!!"....yea I snapped and it was then rumours started to spread that he's got 4 girlfriends....and he blames me as the root of the rumours....

I'm mad at myself for even saying that.... I'm mad at the girls for being too pathetic to even just talk to him.... I'm mad at him for even believing that shit!!! it's just so frustrating....

Rumours just evolve faster when the person is famous...

I'm sorry if you find this boring but I need to let out my frustrations.... I hope you understand

Unlike me he's got a big friend group so a lot of supporters already and I've got an army of six... heheh-

Usually I'm the one to hear rumours not spread them and if I wanted to talk shit about him I'd say it at his face.... I'm an extrovert....not a fucking coward!!!!See I'm so stressed I'm cursing!!!!

It all got out of the limit when he started to keep notes on insta that someone was spreading rumours about him and that he now hates that person....yea he didn't specify the gender either so it was pretty confusing for me at first.... I had to ask one of his 'friends' if something was stressing him out!!!And he told me everything....every single detail...blamed on something I didn't even start...waw ... just waw...

I told my grandmother and yea ....she told me to ignore.... ignorant people...and my aunt told me ....not to take shit from people...."if someone throws shit at you,throw it right back at their face!!"

I obeyed my aunt and also started to post  notes and stories on stuff expressing my current mood and situation....like "don't you just love it when people start assuming"

"Before you get to a conclusion!!ever tried asking??or is that just not in your vocabulary??"

"Before you get to a conclusion!!ever tried asking??or is that just not in your vocabulary??"

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Wt's Bsdk??it just sounded fun so I kept it without knowing the meaning .

Kudos to pinterest for it's lovely collection of quotes which just makes everything relatable

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Kudos to pinterest for it's lovely collection of quotes which just makes everything relatable

Kudos to pinterest for it's lovely collection of quotes which just makes everything relatable

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Yea... I went a bit too far there....but ....idk.... I got pissed cause we talked when he was an anxious and nervous wreak and now he's got friends the population of rome in school....while I've got an army of 6 musketeers...oy vey...

And today!!!!he sent a girl to tell me "stop spreading rumours!!"

Brother why!!!!why brother!!!

And his friend who I thought was my friend...... I thought he was neutral but guess not cause he just unfollowed me ....and now he's ignoring my messages .......

Oh and the bitch blocked me ....

And now I'm in shambles cause I'm stressed.... I'm mad.... I wanna cry .... I wanna turn back time.... just let the world burn...hug someone and get drunk!!.... I need a hug....

Thankyou for being my unpaid therapist to those who read this far

I apologise for not uploading but it might have to be on hiatus......until I can get myself emotionally stable to write each and every character with their unique and distinctive personalities in a proper story

Once again.... I'm sorry.... I'm a fucking mess even after remembering my grandmother's quotes,"if you think your life is shit.... there's someone out there with a shittier life"

She always knows wt to say ...hahaha...but I really do feel like shit.....worse if possible...

Alright, thankyou.... I'll try to upload if I can.... please be patient until then ....May God bless you

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