reason | sim jake

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night fallen after trotting around the whole day with our teachers and class, viewing historical memories around the place, I grew tired and was seeking for a resting spot.

i took a shortcut from my map where i knew there would be a tiny river along with benches where i could rest.

moon light shone over the river, the waves so minuscule and gentle. My eyes drifted to the swans that were swimming near by.

the crisp breeze grazed my skin, passing through my hair and my clothes.

footsteps behind me were audible, I was greeted to the scent of cigarette smoke.

jaeyun took a seat on the bench, with a cigarette in between his fingers. He took a puff of it and blew the smoke out, and I coughed.

"cut it out asshole, i told you i was nauseous since yesterday...I'm better but it doesn't mean it's gone."

"give me a few more minutes." he spoke lowly, rising up from the bench and walking a bit further away from me.

I watched as the particles of smoke from the cigarette drifted with the wind, jaeyun's hair was messy and wavy, his attire was entirely black and he had his usual black leather jacket on, his eyes focused on the River, as he took the cigarette in between in lips and inhaled.

"why'd you come here?"

"I intended on smoking here, the class is far on the other side. I didn't think anyone would be here." he shrugs vacantly.

once he was finished, he threw his cigarette into the river. "You should've thrown it in the trash." I muttered and once he saw the cigarette failed to go in the river, he went to go pick it up and put it in the trash

"happy?" he lifted a brow, he heard me.

"very." i replied with satisfaction.

jaeyun and i were alerted of other people coming this way, "WHO'S SMOKING??" someone yelled, getting familiar with the smell of smoke.

jaeyun's eye widened and he grasps onto my wrist and pulls me, sprinting away from an officer. I don't think he was supposed to be smoking in a historical site zone.

"GET THEM!!!" the officer yelled and then 5 more of them started to chase jaeyun and i.

"fuck!" he muttered under his breath harshly, great what an amazing way to relieve my nausea!

"you can't smoke? and you still did in this area knowing you could get caught? what's wrong with you?!" I yelled out of exasperation.

"seoyun i know you're mad right now but shut the fuck up." he hisses, yanking my wrist closer to him so i could keep up the pace.

"LITTLE SHITS, STOP RIGHT NOW, STOP RUNNING!"

he started to run in zigzags and different paths to lose the officers and eventually we did, he squeezed himself and i in between a wall and the yelling of officers got distant.

until it didn't and they were approaching the wall we were hiding in, Jaeyun tried to get deeper into the wall but he stumbled upon a rock.

losing his balance where he crashed into me, his lips harshly colliding into mine.

the officers run past us and i was about to scream from the sudden kiss but jaeyun's hand held onto the back of my head, leading the kiss to deepen.

I push him off me, "seoyun." he called for my name.

"don't talk to me, you knew you weren't to smoke didn't you?" my eyes turned dark, his eyes drifted attempting to avoid eye contact.

"you're unbelievable god, is there any day you can go without causing some sort of trouble?" my voice was disdainful, ticking the male off.

"I would've left but knowing you were there i thought I could spend some time with you, i didn't know where the others were." he scowled, hurling his box of cigarettes into the trash.

"why?! why do you have to spend time with me, if you want to spend time with me, why can't it be normally where you aren't embarrassing me, making me angry or getting me in trouble" I gritted my teeth out of irritation.

"because i like you, fuck it seoyun I like you." he locks his ways with mine sharply and my heart....

drops.

i gulped praying he didn't sense my anxiousness, yet i scoffed from his confession, my eyes went through his like a blade.

I started to question him out of disbelief "give me a damn reason why I should go about my way, to be with you?"

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tension, tension, tension 😱 - flickerhoon