how am i? (1)

Hope I Never See You Again

I know I have to see you for a little while longer, but I'm gonna ignore you. You're the only friend that I have ever fought with. I know you can't relate (lol it's like your obsessed with making people mad/upset) because I've been here during other arguments. You think you hurt me, but I honestly didn't care at all. You have been a negative part of my life for a while now, I just didn't know how to end things, so I suppressed the thoughts. Basically, I pretended like we were chill, but I knew that you would yell again, and I would stop being your friend. You say I'm gonna have a pitiful and repetitive life without you, yet the minute you are gone I have plans for a sleepover and am on FaceTime. You say I don't realize how rude and obnoxious I am/can be, but you can be way more rude than I am. You have become a person with no tolerance for anything. You say the rudest things to people as jokes all the time and it's obnoxious. You say I repeat the same jokes over and over again, but you have been saying sucks to suck to practically everything anyone says for about a year or so. You get offended when I call you a coward for not telling me the truth and say I'm wrong, but you constantly hide behind a mask and a wall you have built around yourself to hide your true self from the world. At least I have the courage to be genuine, to admit that I have emotions. You say my only problems are first world problems, but that's the most hypocritical thing ever. All of your problems are first world problems. You're probably denying it in your head, but here is an example of a first world problem you complain about all the time Your family being loud. You constantly complain about your family being loud and telling you what to do, but they are loud because they are actually talking to each other and building relationships with each other. You say they don't love you, but it's extremely obvious that they care a lot about you. Ok, you know what, I don't even know why I'm writing this. I hope you get my message though.

Craigslist Boat

Someone put my number on an add for a free boat on Craigslist. It was probably a typo, but at this point I don't know. If your reading this and know who posted it or you posted it please take it down. My dad contacted Craigslist and is trying to get it taken down. I've gotten about fifteen phone calls from people wanting a boat. I think I'm gonna explode from annoyance. Hopefully it gets taken down soon.

A Poem

Macy is the Volleyball Queen
She's got skills like you've never seen
This poem is way to short
Just like Macy in the court
Gotch ya there mace yes I did
Oh my lord I sound like sid
She's the smart 1 her grades are great
But she has a lot of hate
She hates people just like me
Guess who it is it's Natalie

We wrote that today at school. I'm happy I have such great friends that are about as weird as I am. Love y'all <3

Daily Overview

Rating 6/10

The Craigslist thing freaked me out, but I would give this day an eight otherwise. Today was still great. I started the military diet again today. I feel stronger and better on military diet days. It's weird but true. Oh my god remember those books!

Bye <3