I don't even know what I'm doing. I'm spiraling and loosing control. I don't want to go do things, but I'm forced to because I'm leaving for a vacation to Dallas tomorrow. I'm spiraling. I'm going crazy. My brain keeps telling me that I'm not worth it and that people just pity me and see the crazy in me. God. Help. Please. Before I spiral to far.
Bye <3

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Non-FictionThis is a daily updated journal/diary thing that started in January of 2018 and has not ended yet. There will be a part two to this book, because I've found writing in this book so relaxing and helpful when it comes to my mental health. ? ? ? Somet...