TMNT x Depressed reader (Wrote in: 2018) (?)

Has depressed stuff - READ AT YOUR RISK!!!
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(Y/N)'s POV

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Sitting on a bench in the park I began to sigh. Remembering what just happened my breath starts to become heavy. I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

I began to cut. What should I do with myself?

Another cut. What can I do?

A third cut. Pain is the only thing that makes me feel alive.

Covering my arms with my jacket I stood up. Walking away with heavy, slow steps-

Flashback

"MOMMY!" Screaming at the top of my lungs as I watch my own mother getting beaten right in front of me.

Running towards her I give her a weak bear hug. I could feel her weep in my should. Her tears were big and it soaked through my bunny P.J's. Wrapping her arms around me I heard her shaky voice say my name.

"(Y/N)....."

Saying something else her muffled voice couldn't be heard. Looking up I could see her face with tear stained cheeks. Her eyes were locked with mine, looking over at her hands they were shaking with fear but it was steady enough to stay on my shoulders.

As I take another glimpse at her hands they began to fade away. Staring with shock I start to yell her name. I hug her as tight as my little hands could. I didn't want to loose her again.

End of Flashback

Her name echos in my head. My vision blurred as I felt freshly new tears come down. Beginning to take heavy steps again, I felt someone watching me.

Looking around, the cold air dried my wet tears. I could see a figure coming out of the shadows. Once the figure was in the light, my tears began to pour out again.

Rushing my shaky hands to grab to nearest thing I spotted a beer bottle.

Knowing I could use this as a weapon I quickly grabbed it from the cap and smashed the rest of the bottle against the nearest wall.

Tears kept on coming nonstop as I backed away from the man. He had a dangerous smile plastered on his face. Smelling like liquor it showed that he was an alcoholic. Gun in his right hand and a knife in his left. He began to say three words that sent shivers down my spine.

"I.Found.You~"

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I'm super sorry for not publishing it. I'm not gonna lie, I was to lazy to publish it EVEN IF IT WAS JUST A BUTTON AWAY! No like for real what is wrong with me! I really don't know why i'm into these depressing stories, there's something wrong with me PLEASE HELP! Anyways I promise to get back to you guys when I have the chance. It's already my 3RD week of 8th grade SOON GOING INTO HIGH SCHOOL I CAN'T WAIT! WOW school is moving so quickly! Bye Bye guys!!!