TMNT x Depressed reader (Wrote in: 2018) (?)

(Y/N)'s POV

I kept on walking and walking. 'There's no turning back now...' I really didn't care what would happen to me but I cared about what happened to senpai. I needed to find him no matter what, even if it costs my life... I didn't even want my cuts and bruises cleaned up, nor did I want them gone. I didn't like it when people cared for me. The only exception is senpai, he's cared for me all my life and was there when I needed it most. Not like others, he's true he doesn't do this just to get on my good side then leave me weeks after.

~Flashback~

He hit me again... and again... and again... all I could hear is yelling. He's drunk... he just doesn't know what he's doing, he's blind... 

"I forgive you..." I whisper this before passing out.

~End of Flashback~ 

I kept on forgiving and forgiving but it never ended. He never learned from his mistake and just kept building off of that one hit. I'd cut at the end of the day the number of hits he gave me I'd just count in my head. The thought came to me once more. 'I need senpai, I have to resist...' I wanted to do it again so bad. Cutting was all I did in my life so why should I stop?

I slowed my pace as I came to a complete halt. I slowly pulled up my sleeve on both hands before reaching out to my back pocket. There laid a razor... a bloody one. I took it out as I watched the metal reflect off the moonlight. Pulling it on top of my scarred skin I sliced it through. I just looked with dull eyes as I saw some blood pouring out. Pulling the razor across my skin felt like a piece of me had come back. 

I pulled the razor out before stabbing it into me. Harshly dragging it across my arm I felt another piece come back. 'This is my life, it feels so good...' I kept on pulling the razor out before jabbing it into my skin again. I did this multiple times wanting more pieces fitting into my messed up puzzle. 

The blood dripped to the ground making a large puddle as I stared at my ripped up skin. A few hours passed as I just kept on watching with a satisfying look. I pulled my sleeve down as I saw the blood seeping through. I didn't care as I just continued on my journey...

April's POV

I met her again... the girl who nobody liked. I really didn't like her because of her sass and always wanting the attention. She acts so depressed just to get the attention. I hate her for this but of course, nobody gives her what she wants. I just stared as she rushed down the ladder saying that she had to find somebody. Probably just another one of her lies just to get the attention of the boys.

"Did anyone else think of asking her if she wanted her wounds cleaned...?" Donnie was the one to interrupt the silence. Everyone shook their heads as Leo started to leave probably to go ask her. I grabbed his hand and shook my head. 

"She probably wants to be left alone. By the way, she did say she needed to find somebody." I raised my eyebrows before taking my hands off Leo's arm. He gave me a slight nod before looking back at the place that (Y/N) was before she left. See what I mean? She just got the attention! This isn't fair! 

I crossed my arms with a moody look. I really wanted to take (Y/N) off the face of the Earth! I looked over at the turtles and noticed Donnie having a nervous look on his face.

"Uhhmmm... you guys just want to go for a walk or something...?" Donnie placed one hand behind his neck as he rubbed it nervously. I quickly nodded as I headed for the ladder... Once I was down there I watched as my dad hopped down along with the turtles. Of course, the turtles all stayed in the shadows which were close to the walls. When we were all down I started to walk with my dad at my side. The breeze seemed to take me off of my hatred towards (Y/N) when it hit my face. The silence was calming along with the sound of crickets. We all just walked side by side with little to no conversation the whole way until I didn't even notice that we were in front of me and my dad's house. 

My dad walked up to the door and unlocked it. Before walking in I bid the turtles farewell and watched as they hopped up onto the roof of my house and jumped from one building to another.  Once they were out of my sight I rushed in with my dad behind me. The door shut and locked as I went upstairs to quickly change and fall asleep because I was hella tired.

(Y/N)'s POV

I've walked for miles or that's what it felt like. It felt like my legs were about to fall asleep any second now because I wasn't going as fast as I thought I was. Looking around I found a park that had comfy looking benches. I fast walked over to one of the benches and sat on it. It felt pretty nice as the wind hit my face. The calm sounds that the wind made were like a lullaby to my ears. The sound of crickets could lull me to sleep. I shut my eyes as I drifted off to sleep...

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rustling...

Shooting my eyes open I heard the sound of rustling. My eyes landed on some shaking bushes as it rustled. I crept over to it only for the rusting to stop. My confused expression could easily be seen as I waited or expected for something to jump out. I waited a little longer only to know that the thing that was in it is long gone. I turned around to go back to my bench and rest a bit more only to feel a weight on my back. I fell face first onto the grass as I realized that I was right. The thing that was in the bush has jumped out...

I turned around only to be met up with slobbery licks. My giggles turned into laughs as it felt like I was being tickled on my face. I carefully put the animal down as I wiped off the drool on my face. I got to take a long look at the animal as my face brightened up as I noticed that it was a really big and fluffy... creature...