TMNT x Depressed reader (Wrote in: 2018) (?)

All the hatred,

All the envy.

It's torture inside of me,

I hope this'll make you happy,

But the thing is it's freaking killing me,

The power you have over me,

The things you do to me!,

It's killing me, It's killing me!,

I don't know how you'll find me happy,

You force me to smile and make everyone think the best of me,

I know you try to help,

But the thing is your making it horrible for me!,

All the things you try to do,

The things you want me to go through,

There's only some certain people who can get close to me,

I want the happiness you try to give me,

It's hard to obtain the things you want best for me,

When you go through the things that I've gone through,

I know you'll come running back to me!,

It's hard for me,

Even when you try to knock some sense into me!,

So stop getting near me!,

I hate to see you hurt and try to just pity me!,

All of it is fake...,

All of it is for the price of loosing me!,

I know you don't care,

But it gets the best of me!,

Your the only one I have and I keep on trying to forgive you...

Even when you only use me...?

This might be a question just inside my head...

BUT IT STILL GETS TO ME!!

I know you don't care...

I try to make you know what you've done to me...

This is the least I can do to make your dreams come true..

But the thing is...

I'll be loosing you...