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how am i? (1)

By natsistrash

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This is a daily updated journal/diary thing that started in January of 2018 and has not ended yet. There will... More

The Greatest Showman
Literature Project
A Big Secret
More Secrets
A Bad Day
Old Arguments
I Don't Like Crusty
At A Friend's House
More On Crusty
Soccer Stress
I Don't Deserve Life
Staring Into Space
Help
Progress
Proving My Point
A Response To Myself
Irritable
Life Is Strange
Need To Read
New Books
Soccer Is Stressful
There Is No Point
Stress Ruins Me
Cheater
Flop
Flop Likes Me Too
A Yelling Match
People Are Angry
Palm Springs
People Watching
Airplane Days
Awful Teachers
A Lack Of Trust
Foot Dancing
Wide Awake
Sqeesa.Slime
Success
Welp
Bye
Lately
Pain and Excitement
Getting Closer
A Confident Shoe Girl
A New, Better Me
Religious Beliefs
The Boys Are Back
Oh My God
Bad Mood
Tv Shows
Effortlessly Awesome
Bush Did Drugs?!?
I Believe
Dead To Me
Italians
Shaking
People Are People Not It
Glitch?
Friends
Can't Move
Tears
I Hate Everything
Thoughts
Losing
Heber Springs
Speed Bumps
1k
Never Enough
Patronized
My Rock
Castle In The Sky
Ugly Hat Lady
Eye Rolls
No Tears Left to Cry
Band Beans
Graduation Gift
Mother's Day
Just Stop
"Math Camp"
Messy
Free Louis
Treat Yourself
Pass It On
Special Mindsets
Failure
Opinions
Graduating
People
Rethinking
G Noted
Unwilling Support
Pain and Agony
Solo
So
Shopping
Demon
Ex-Band Bean
haRRy POtteR
Happy Pride Month
100
Bad Day
Dallas
Spiraling
Please
An Original Song
Waco
Best Friends Day
Migraine
Sickness
Lifestyle Update!
Peacefully Talked
:)
Makeup
No Trust
Ultrasound
Tamales
Father's Day
Buster
Indecisive
Haircut
Happy
Your Beautiful Trisha
Kevin
Jurassic Park
Book Club?
Cute Guy
Woo Damn Pig
Nervous
More Details
Strangely Perfect
Happy Birthday Mom
2k
Back
Incredibles 2
My Journey
Flooded
Jesus Moment
Pool Days
Lots of Music
Yellow Shirt
!Dance, Children!
Janaya
Vbs Kids Are Amazing (Welcome to my TedTalk)
Eureka
Trust Tree
Ukulele
Stationary Slut
150
Early Presents
Depression
Happy Bday Mj!
My Bday
My Weight Loss Update
Insta Dms
Stress
92 cents
Jessica
Welcome Back
First Day
A Day
Pj Day
One Day
Stress Breakouts
The Space Dance
My Journey With Social Anxiety
Slump
Happy Wholesome Family Moments
3k
FANTASTIC
Please
Friday Night Lights
Hoco Stress
Weekly Recap?
The Truth

Mini Arguments

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By natsistrash

Today was weird to say the least.

I don't really know how to describe the way I felt overall today.

At the beginning of the day, I felt refreshed, because I got a lot of very much needed sleep, so that was good. Later into the day, I felt bored. I wasn't doing much, because the plans my family and I had made fell through, so that sucks. Then, people in a group chat got in a mini argument, so that was kinda weird. I felt bad. I didn't really even understand what was wrong and what started the argument until later in the day. I then got angry a little when I was talking about wattpad and got attacked by someone else in the group chat. ¶¶ÒõÉçÇø has made me so happy these past couple of days, and it kinda hurt that they didn't care at all. It has been the only thing I have been talking about recently and I didn't realize that until they pointed it out and I'm sorry. I'll try to be less annoying I guess.

Now it's practically the end of the day and I feel weird. It's almost an emotion that I can't describe. It's.... well it's weird. It kinda feels like nothing, not a nothing like depression does to me, it's just almost... I don't know. It's hard to explain. Sorry.

Bye <3

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