How Do I Find My Way Back To You? -minizerk AU- (sequel)

Simon's P.O.V.

"It's fine, why did he kiss you though?" I said trying to make it through this all.

I love him so much and he didn't know, it's not like he likes Cal, right?

"I-I, he is in love with me and I think that I have feelings for him-" he said as I pulled away my hand and was broken in two.

"You like him?!?! After everything we've been through you like him. Fine do you want the fucking truth, I think that I like my new roommate back in America. Apparently this relationship means nothing to you. Have fun fucking Cal in the anus, I'll be having fun with Lewis." I yelled as I walked away and then started to run as I cry.

I don't like Lewis, but I didn't know what to say. Everything just hurt so much and I wanted him to feel my pain. Now I know that he is in as much pain as I am. I feel like shit and I have lost my everything, the other piece to me, the love of my life.

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I went to my old house and walked through it. No one lived there and I knew this was illegal, I just need to go.

I remember always hanging out with the guys. Harry would always have to leave the earliest and by the end it would be just Josh and I sitting in my room playing the same games over and over again. He would then go home and would run so that we could play GTA online together.

I remember that time that we wanted to try the not my arms challenge it was also so much fun and it was so awkward because I was always taller than Josh. Luckily I didn't do them with Vik or else that would've been truly awkward.

There are so many memories here. All the times that I never realized that I was in love with Josh. It was like my body knew so but I just didn't figure it out. It took me so long. Why am I so stupid? I don't like Lewis, I didn't even let him finish it. I have to get to him.

I ran to his house as fast as I could. I felt my lungs go heavy but I love Josh too much to stop. I just kept running and running as fast as I possibly could. My arms were swinging and my legs were going faster then I could comprehend.

I reached his house and knocked on the door as loud and fast as I possibly could.

I then heard an ambulance and noticed that their car was gone. The ambulance passed by me.

Josh?