How Do I Find My Way Back To You? -minizerk AU- (sequel)

Josh's P.O.V.

-a year later-

It has been a year and Simon and my relationship has been staying strong. I've never felt this way in my whole entire life.

I had to go to therapy which lasted for two months due to my depression. Apparently it was just something that happened to me for no reason and the Simon thing just pushed me over the edge.

I don't put all of the pressure on Simon, I don't want him to think that the only reason he should be with me is that I'll kill myself if he isn't with me. I truly do love him and I know he feels the same.

Today is our one year anniversary and I couldn't be happier with our relationship. We had gotten a house together and we have finally tidy it all up, so we are planning on having all the guys.

Tobi and Vik have been so much better ever since everything went down. They are truly in love.

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"Hey Josh can you come here for a second?" I hear Simon yell from our room.

I run up the stairs to see rose petals leading the way. I get to the room and see Simon kneeling on the ground. He had a chair right in front of him and the only thing lighting the room was two or three candles.

I sat down and he grabbed my hand.

"This is probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to express to someone. Josh, I love you so much. I'm so afraid of losing you. I can't bare to think of a world without you. When I am without you my life is dull and there is nothing to it. But when I am with you everything changes, everything just seems to light up with joy. I can imagine a world where I am not with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Through all of the ups and downs," he started to tear and then he slowly pulled out a box, "Joshua Bradley, will you marry me?"

I felt myself start to cry and all I could do was nod my head yes. I came down to the ground and we just both hugged each other. I could spend the rest of my life in his embrace. Now I can actually do so.

We heard the doorbell ring and we both went downstairs. Everyone came on in all at once.

We were just holding each other's hands and everyone just looked at us.

"What's going on?" Tobi asked.

"We are getting married." I said lifting up my hand to show them the ring.

They all just laughed and smiled and then we all had a humongous group hug. Nothing could make this moment more special.

We are throughout the night and we took photos to remember the day.

Every single thing I do with Simon is perfect. My life couldn't be better. Now I get to spend the rest of it with the one person I love most.