Differences - Kaoru x reader

It finally got to you. Mori. His glares. The piercing stare that burned down your throat and traced guilt onto your brain like a brand for a traitor. It was driving you insane. Honey-senpai didn't seem to notice, he would just offer you more cake when you looked worried. Everytime he jumped on you, instead of Mori, for a piggy-back, you could feel the his glare burning down your back. And you really couldn't take it.

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You wandered into the host club. It was after hours, and so everyone was just tidying up. You sighed, already regretting what you planned to do.
It's for everyone else's good. Especially Honey... And Mori... You walked slowly through, no one really paying that much attention to you. Until...
"Y/N-CHAN!" You felt the small hyper-active lump fly at you, hugging you tightly. You held back you smile. He looked up, frowning when he didn't see your usual smile.
"Are you okay, Y/N-chan? Do you want some cake." He looked up at you, offering the beverage on a plate as high as he could. You took a single deep breath in. No backing out now...
"Keep your stupid cake." You flung your hand out, knocking the cake to the floor with a splat. Honey stood staring at the now ruined cake.
"T-that wasn't very nice." You scowled at him, as you felt the tears forming.
"Yeah, well deal with it. Or are you just gonna cry about it." He took a step back, slightly taken back by your change in attitude.
"W-why are you being so mean?.." You took a step forward, looking down on the boy.
"What? Can't cope with it? Why don't you just go run to Mori." He gulped, as a few stray tears started to form. I'm so sorry. It'll be okay later... You sneered at him lightly. You felt the rest of the host club turning, the activity behind you stopping. Closing your eyes, you clenched your fists, stopping yourself from stopping.
"Hey, Y/N. Just calm down." You could hear Hikaru from behind you, but you dared not turn.
"Come on, squirt. Use your so called skills. Or are you just a scared little boy." You saw it then. He broke. He finally ran to Mori, jumping up to him as the giant walked over to you slowly. You tried not to cry, or smile at your win. You just stood there, still sneering, lightly. You felt something run across your cheek, leaving nothing but pain and more regret. But it wasn't Mori. Tamaki stood, angrily, in front of you, his hand still up. But you didn't fight back. You just turned, and walked slowly from the room, only Kaoru catching you eye before the tears started as you closed the door.






A/N: Mwahahahaha...