Bad Timings // Dan Howell X Reader

Your P.O.V

It's been weeks since me and Dan have started our break and my life feels so empty without him but what he did to me, that, that fucking hurt.

With Charlotte out of town and Phil gone to visit his Mum I'm left alone. No one to talk to or to help me get through this.

Charlotte and Phil FaceTime me regularly to do as much as they can but is not the same.

I miss the feeling of always having someone there, like Phil is, like Dan was l-like Josh was...

>•<

I rise of the floor to see my phone ringing.

I push answer and watch Charlotte appear on the screen. I force a smile onto my face.

"Hi!" She says smiling

"Hi."

"How are you doing?" She asks concerned

"Okay I guess."

"Just think I will be back tomorrow!"

"Yup."

"Y/n it will be okay."

"No it won't he made me feel special no one ever made me feel like that."

No one except, Josh...
(Dun Dun Dunn! Sorry I had too!)

"I know but it wasn't his fault and that bitch has gone now, I'm not sticking up for him but..."

"No I know."

"Anyway I've got to go sorry it was only a short call but I will see you tomorrow!"

"Okay bye Charlotte."

"Bye!" She says.

I hang up and take a moment to stare at the ceiling trying to understand all of my crazy emotions.

Before I know it my stupidity gets the best of me. I put on a jacket and some shoes grab my Phone and run out the door.

Why am I doing this?!
Why am I doing this?!
Why am I doing this?!

Before I know it I've arrived. I raise my hand and tap it against the wood of the door, it shortly opens and I see a pair of grey eyes meeting my own...

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